there-and-back-again

2008-08-04T00:32:00.004+08:00

Brilliant, splendid, spectacular seems to be the few words i always use when people ask me about Dance Night.

Dance Night 08'
1st Aug
Esplanade Theatres by the Bay

One stage, on it:
The lights
The flashes
The music
The rhythms
The expressions
The emotions
The eyes
The breaths
The twirls
The jumps
The sweat
The smiles
The heartbeat, the undying love for dance.

Truely a great experience, all those who missed it, you better be regretting now. ><
I really cannot believe it's over already, i mean it happened so quickly it seems as if i couldn't register every single thing before it went by. We spent such a long winter working for it, now spring has just passed, on that single night. So we go back onto the path, trudging up the hill to where ever uncertain. We'll split ways very soon, and ascend at different places, maybe we might meet again, but we certainly know that we're going to leave the pack behind very soon.

"I wonder when we'd ever get to dance that dance again..."

2008-07-30T22:52:00.003+08:00

OMGAWD! 2 DAYS TO FRIDAY!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

this is fun, =D
we get to skip class tmrw from 9.30!
so effectively we only have 1hr45mins of class!
HAHAHAHAHA.
this is great, wonderful, brilliant! XD

i've been stuffing...stuff into this big white envelope which i'm prepared to send to luoning! which includes picking random things from random areas of my table and chucking them in. oh yes i sprayed the envelope with lots and lots of this perfume thingy...apparently the scent isn't retained very well... -.-
Maybe by the time i actually send the letter, it'll be more of a parcel already.
ahahahahahaha!

yes of course, my high-ness.
=DDD
i wanna new book! read the first book of the BLOOD+ novelization series based on the manga/anime. now i actually want to read the second book! it's titled chevalier, i think. i'm not trying to imply anything.. i think. this is just like TALKING TO ONE'S SELF. yea!

i think i've got nothing better to do, i'm copying out the esplanade backstage room allocation details just for the sake of it. lol. i only have one thing to say about the allocations... interesting. =D

2008-07-29T22:35:00.006+08:00

okay, dance night is in 4 days!
what is there to say...
i love cca?

hahahah!

yes, yes, of course i do.
dance is great, performing is great, all the more in a group.
oh yes it's been fun, but somehow we're all going to be missing it soon.
but no, i shouldn't be thinking of it that way.

just look forward, always!

truthfully, i'm really really extremely excited.
i'm bursting to tell everyone about how happy i am, but now i'll probably just go up to you and close my eyes and fall into your arms.
like totally i can go high and crazy talking about it.
but i'm just tired, know, no sound?
so unlike nat.
but nevermind i managed to escape from the HMP test.
HAHAHAHAHAHA, beat that! XD
thus i made lao shi happy, she pat me on the head! =P.

oh you know, i love this song SHINE by DBSK. heh.
and and and, I Will by them too!
ok i should stop at this impossible attempt to list all the songs i like that are sung by DBSK.
it's kind of like a new obsession, neccessity?
not really, i still have well.. KIM JUNG HOON DEEEEEEP IN MY HEART! XD
this is amusing.
and i think my eyelids are laughing so hard, their falling over themselves.

oh yes yes, i like to imagine, you know?
animation makes people think thoughts way too far-fetched from reality.
at least for me.
i love stories for a reason =)

2008-07-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

Your result for The LONG Scientific Personality Test...

ENTJ - Commandant

You scored 55% I to E, 32% N to S, 81% F to T, and 42% J to P!

The single word to describe your type is fieldmarshal or commandant. You also belong to the larger group called rationals. You love to organize others in matters of logic. Even as a child, you likely naturally assumed the role of leader in groups. You share your personality type with 2% of the population. When you lead, you are more concerned with policy and goals than rules and regulations. You have a tendency to become a workaholic. You are impatient with repetition of error. You are friendly and outgoing, though. You don't mince words and willingly share your many strong opinions.

As a romantic partner, you are inspiring, but also somewhat challenging. You have a strong desire to be in charge and your clear need for an organized life and home can be overwelming to a partner. You like to confront conflict directly, discuss problems unflinchingly, solve them, then put them behind you. However, you can be too impatient or unwilling to take the time to listen to your partner and give them a chance to express themselves fully so that they also have a sense of closure. You are generally uncomfortable dealing with emotions, so you are apt to dismiss your partner's emotions as illogical. You feel most appreciated when your partner asks for your opinions, takes your adivce, and relies on you to get a job done right.

Your group summary: rationals (NT)

Your type summary: ENTJ

Take The LONG Scientific Personality Test at HelloQuizzy

some random quiz again.
got it from charis' blog which joy told me to take a look.
it's hardly entirely right!

2008-05-30T22:35:00.008+08:00

没有我在你圈子里的期间，你过得怎样，有没什么发展，有什么值得我替你高兴的事。
有没有需要我安慰的时候，需要我陪着你熬过阴暗又痛苦的时刻？
可能有个代替我的人出现了，那当然好，我就。。。就希望你会露出更灿烂的笑容。

能深深地体验到不同的滋味，毕竟是件幸福的事，但的确是个非常特别的经验。

2008-05-20T10:20:00.002+08:00

I suppose you've already realised luoning, that i dont have new blog posts, because i have nothing to write about. Besides, you owe me email replies luo!
It's 20th May today, the last blog tag from you shows the date, 19th May.
Therefore we can infer that luoning has internet access on 19th May.
The second last email that i had sent to her was dated, 7th May.
The last email that i had sent to her was dated, 10th May.
I was worried, wondering what had happened to her, as she had mentioned that she would diligently reply my emails as if it were her lifeline.
Now i know i have nothing to worry about, because it was 19th May, yesterday, and she was able to access the internet, thus she has access to her email inbox, unless under some strange circumstance, she is unable to.
An assumption has been made that luoning did not bother to reply the email, she should not have forgotten, unless her inbox identified my email as junk, but still she could have made an effort to contact me in other ways, other than through my blog tags, as it's been made clear i do not visit my blog often.

2008-05-04T17:36:00.001+08:00

my life feels like a soap-opera, wth.

2008-03-28T23:39:00.004+08:00

I should be blogging about graces, but it's so far behind and i'm too lazy to dig through my brain and filter the relevant parts out, so I'll leave it like this, Graces we will remember.

What's that heart wretching feeling you get when you read something, and it just seems to cause a memory stuck in your head to begin bleeding... I dry up my tears, not long after, the tear streaks reappear. This emotion is hard to describe, not entirely sadness, nor regret, but neither is it simply about happiness or something so moving. It's a mix of so many many colours and nervous impulses. So I cry, smiling.

I skimmed through Lisa's blog just now, and maybe it wasn't her intention, but it really made me think harder about friendship. Who's considered your bestfriend? I have played about such thoughts before, but it has never been conclusive. I don't want to limit myself, at the same time I long for whole hearted, true friendships that last. And so I thank you, Elizabeth. =)

I've been silly, I push away things I want dearly. All because I reason, think too much. I justify myself by allowing my opinions on morality to over-rule. Maybe I shouldn't have done that, but both ways it hurts. My heart, mind and pride turns around to hurt me, so I close my eyes and keep everything out, and cling to a single strand of hope that somehow there would be meaning in a friendship like this. Maybe, if I should make a slit and peer into my heart, I will discover something else very different from what I think is actually inside. I will look forward to that!

2008-03-11T21:50:00.005+08:00

YAY! i miss this place.

Yes, so why i've been absent for so long? Other than just procrastination, laziness, lethargy.. my comp encountered a bloody virus that entered it's system, causing havok and wreckage beyond measure. Till one fine day it could simply not withstand the attacks of the bloody virus, it's face turned blue and across it slashed the words:

'FATAL ERROR, FAIL TO RESTORE SYSTEM'

Yea, how tragic. (but of course, it was never alive) What's worse? ALL MY DATA IS GONE! I never had the habit of backup-ing, stupidly. T.T My photos, and music! OMG! Nevermind, somehow, someway, can be gotten out right! Yes, right. Let's not think about the monetary factor first..

Here comes the main story:

GRACES 08

Omg, i miss GRACES!

(to be con't)

2008-01-04T18:01:00.000+08:00

Yay more photos of the NZ Trip!
Below are the links to the photos taken by Mr Shone.
Enjoy!

Day 1

Day 2

Day 3

Day 4

Day 5

Day 6

Day 7

Day 8

Day 9

Day 10

Day 11

2007-11-20T19:08:00.000+08:00

2007-11-19T10:47:00.000+08:00

whee time to continue posting about the trip!

Day 7
the morning was COLLDDDD! we woke up to Rob's brilliant little poetic song again and rushed to pack our sleeping bags with trembling hands.. Rob was eviler today, he unpegged the WHOLE tent and just flipped it on the floor so we were all like huddled on the ground sheet freezing away.. but nvrm, saves us the trouble from unpegging the tent ourselves =X then we had maggie noddle for breakfast again.. by the time we finished packing up and was ready to go it was probably about 9+? so the sun was more or less coming up, warmer =D we had a short motivation session form Rob then set off on the journey back home! there was one part where he had to cross a stream and so we went over this mini land bridge! it was quite cool ,like totally made of mud and soil.. look down and you see that tiny stream, though it would have been a slight drop. the walk back at first wasn't that bad, we got out of the coniferous forest and got to a ROAD! it was a 4 wheel drive road, so much better than the paths in the bush! so we marched along the road..was tiring work. before we were about to pass another group that was camping somewhere near that 4 wheel drive road, Rob reminded to do the same thing we did on the mountaineering day. only say 'hi' and 'bye' dont stop! look serious, and tell them you have an important journey ahead of you! haha. Mrs Tan was with their group and she was like trying to serve us tea..lol! when we were probably 3/4 the way back to OPC there was this stream that we had to cross, it was the same stream as before but different part of it. and it happens that this part of the stream was specially built for 4 wheel vehicles to drive through, so it's straight, even and safe! haha. the water just flowed over harmlessly... by now the sun was quite high up, so yea the water glistened under the light =D the next part of the journey was up hill. there was this metal staircase we stopped for a while and Rob told us that from there onwards, we would have to keep walking, cannot stop, but go at our own pace, we must keep a max distance of 2m from the next person behind or in front.not very easy though.. but we made it anw! haha, back to 'civilization' =X after that we had to do the massive clean up! stripped out of the parka, over trough and fleeces. then went to wash the parkas and over trous. it was SO DIRTY. the water that ran into the basin was like BROWN, with bits of grass in it -.- we washed the ground sheets too.. and the familiar chill of the freezing water came back.. so after packing up and everything we hopped onto a bus to go 'somewhere' to bathe -.- i have this feeling i left something in my parka pocket...hmm. yep so we got to this place where there were quite a few toilets and had a shower there. i wasn't the first, melvis and er..isit iris and shiyu went first. they were talking about how unpredictable the water was, hot then suddenly cold so i didnt dare bathe, just cleaned up a little then washed my hair in the baisin.. then went out in the sun to dry! lol! the weather was really nice. it's windy but sunny so you dont feel the heat but yet feel warm. =D after everyone was done showering, we sat by this wooden varendah and had a closing debrief. we were talking about the most challenging, most favourite experience and what we learnt. =) we then had lunch! it was toast and cake and this vegetable soup. quite nice =D yep. then we had a little certificate presentation session under the sun, haha. and took photos with Rob! i look wierd cos we was doing funny things! he squashed me and pinghui's head can! -.- but nvrm, so SAD cos we were al leaving. Mr Shone said he was suprised cos the last batch that went were crying and sobbing away when they left. so we all boarded the same bus we took to OPC and left! T.T i sat with addi =X we stopped at Turangi for a toilet break where we bought ICECREAM! haha. i had 3 scoops =X greedy me. boarded the coach again then went off to rotorua. the teachers were being..so lame! i was awoken by their laughter when they joked about bikinis and the foul smell from Rotorua. it really did smell like rotten eggs.. all the sulphur in the air from the volcanic gas that shrouded the area..bleah. we got to Kiwipaka! this backpacker's lodge..then got our rooms and but our luggages there before going for dinner. the rooms were SMALL! and abit stuffy...me, bojia, shenyang and pinghui shared one room =D and i slept by the window! haha. hmm, we went for a chinese buffet dinner that night, yijiao was SO happy that she finally would eat chinese cuisine again. lol! a group of ppl sitting near sheila chng were having a bitching session..lol! i wasn't part of it, heh. after dinner we went to the super market! bought some strawberries, some candy, chocolates, tea and this nivea O2 cream thingy. pinghui bought the day one i bought the night one, lol! but i have a feeling they're both more or less the same.. -.- i think we spent like a whole hour there, everyone then gathered and we went back to Kiwipaka. oh yea, they did not give plastic bags there! had to buy! we decided to buy a paperbag, haha more environmentally friendly =D back at Kiwipaka we had a debrief by Jacob and Addi there was also a prize presentation to the most helpful person and most helpful group. Nicolea was crowned the most helpful person, haha. the most helpful group...i forgot, think it was the KCP ppl.. yea we met at Kiwipaka again, but they were leaving the next day, unlike us. so after that, we went back washed up and everything then went to explore the area, haha. it was abit creepy kinda dark. oh and iris lost her camera, because her room door was left open and the teachers wanted to teach those staying in her room a lesson... then we went round in search of them took us so long to realise they were just in the block almost opposite us.. then we called out for the teachers and everyone came out except Mrs Tan...and yea she was the one who took the camera for safekeeping. I think she was actually at the thermal pool somewhere.. cos she didnt come out after 10minutes of waiting, then i went back and they went round to find her. about 10+ the teachers came around to chase us to sleep.. Mrs Tan came into our room and was like checking and said she wanted to make sure we didnt keep any guys in the room, like wth lah -.- and it so happened i was wearing this pyjammas my mom had lent me..and Mrs Tan was like, oh! nice pyjammas! Mr Shone happened to be outside and he was like 'hahahaha' so malu can! >< so very soon we switched off the lights and were lying in our beds le, but we couldnt sleep yet! cept pinghui. oh yea other than bojia complaining about her WAYY to soft bed(when she sat on it, it bacame a V shape, lol!), we were bitching, in that sense. i got to know quite a lot of things i didnt.. hmm. we talked ALOT! then suddenly it was quiet, probably we fell asleep at the same time, lol!

Day 8
morning was WARMER for once! haha. there was a FUNCTIONING heater see.. we had breakfast! and went back to pack to leave Kiwipaka. then loaded the same coach again and left to go for the luge! oh yea, i wore my swimsuit inside cause i was prepared to go for the zorb later on =X so, we went to the LUGE! it's similar to the one in Singapore, but longer and more tracks =D it was fun! yay! i raced down the scenic route then went straight away for the advanced! no one went with me T.T so i had to ask Mr Han to wait for me then went down. bleah he beat me! there was one part where the whole gokart could fly up, it did! haha, fun! yay. but it wasnt as thrilling as i thought it would have been T.T so we sat the chairlift back up and stoned around..heh. christabel at the last minute wanted to do the advanced route, so i went with her, so nice right =X and right at the end i like drove into the conveyer belt then we were supposed to put the gokarts, lol! so we went back up and found everyone in the gift shop..lol! we were the last few..then we took the cable car back down! =D bought some chocs in the gift shop, haha. next stop would be the Agrodome Adventure park! it was situated at like this farm area! lol! yepp, they had the Swoop, Agrojet, Shweb, Bungy and Freefall! i went for the Swoop and Agrojet! not too bad, but not that thrilling >< for the swoop i was strapped up with pinghui and jacey, they are SO funny! totally screaming away! while we were being swung up they were like totally screaming and kept shouting my name! lol! i was laughing can. >< cos i was the most right, i was supposed to pull the cord so before i was given the signal, jacey was totally grabbing my arm and because i relaxed it, it wasnt much to hug, and she was like 'OMG NATALIE! WHERE'S YOUR HAND! SO THIN! I CANNOT GRAB!' so so funny! so i eh, bent my hand la, let her grab and we were given the signal, down we swooped! it's basically like swinging but on an extreme swing, haha. i didnt scream nor shout, just laughed! funfun! yay =X after that me and pinghui raced for the Agrojet, quite cool it swerved about the water cuircit splashing water in every direction! then was the zorb! we totally ran all the way there and was panting our lungs out.. quite a long way, cause we had to cross a road. so we did get there! huifang, shiela and clara were there too! and Mrs Tan just came down from the zorb! she said her swimsuit pants were like dropping down.. -.- extra info. lol! i wore my swimsuit, then my pink fleece over, lol! so we paid and everything, went up a small van to the top of the hill! we had this long debate about whether we should go by 2, 3 or ourselves, in the end huifang went with shiela and clara, i went with pinghui. so firstly we jumped into this big ball which had a smaller ball inside, the smaller ball was in a fixed position. then a whole bucket of water was sloshed in, then we were supposed to push the ball and let it roll down the hill! yea! was fun =D we got like thoroughly SOAKED! it was totally hilarious, its like we try to stand up, then falls, then your friend slides below you, then you stand and fall again, slosh around..it's really like a washing machine experience! haha! changed out of the wet swimsuit and then Ms Tan and Mr Shone came. He wanted to do the zorb at first, but he thought there wasnt time left, so its like the whole bunch of us stoned around, in the end there was quite alot of time! cos the bus came later... me and huifang got the zorb shirt and shorts! haha. Mrs Tan and Mr Shone have the same thing too! =D so we went up the bus and everyone was asking how it was, haha! after that we were let off to have lunch and do some shopping then meet back at the bus to go to aukland. at first me and pinghui were following addi along with a whole bunch, they ate at this restaurant that didnt make me feel that comfortable so we went to the food court instead, had chinese food! hahaha. we did some shopping =D and it so happened we were the earliest! haha. i was telling Mrs Tan that as long as we stuck with her, we would be safe, we really were =X in the end Clara and Huifang were late T.T blur la they. so, another 2+hrs we arrived at AUKLAND! yea! i was telling myself about how familiar the place was, because i've been there before! LOL. we stayed at this place called City Central Hotel. i was staying with Bojia, and guess what, the room had only ONE DOUBLE BED. -.- but nvrm, we put down our things and went for dinner. had steak! whee! it was SUCH a big piece! hmm. we walked around the city but by now most shops were closed. then there was these guys carrying pizzas that seemed to be following us! and they were chanting something wierd.. we got abit spooked and ran ahead, 6 of us. went back to the hotel, talked abit then went to our rooms. i got stuck outside my room can! cos bojia had the key and she wasnt there! roarr. went to shenyang's room instead. had some 'tea' haha, and waited for Bojia, and apparently while i was waiting she had went back to the room and started bathing! LOL waited so long can! but nvrm, in the end i got in. =P then my turn to bathe! haha, i think i flooded like the whole toilet -.- then pinghui came over! and we ate strawberries, lol. the ones we bought on another day =D after that we were watching TV, at first some movie videos, some wierd show, which i think it was Rocky II.. by then Bojia was back le, then Pinghui left. so we were half talking half watching and listening to music. haha, quite fun =X BJ says i can sing! woot! so yea, we went to sleep.. i think BJ left her music on, she said she would rmb to turn it off but i think she left it on the whole night.. too tired =P

Day 9
SHOPPING DAY! hohoho. in the morning we had quite a nice continental breakfast at the hotel =D stoned around in the hotel for half an hour, then we were briefed on the plan for the day. so basically we had free time, till 10 then by 11 we must reach the aukland museam for a maori cultural performance, then after that we are let off again, meet back at the hotel at 5.30 then we're off again, till 9. we boarded this bus called the exporer bus so basically it takes us around the tourist attractions and you can hop on or off the bus whenever you want to. a whole bunch of us first went to parnell village, nice but expensive stuff there, hmm. then we went for the cultural performance. it was quite nice, we were introduced to the maori weaponry, quite cool =D so after that we went for lunch, our group kinda broke up cos they wanted to go somewhere else. in the end i went with chenyi, kaini and shenyang, min4 ppl so we're safe =P we went to VPM (Victoria Park Market) to take a look, but there wasnt really that that much we had to buy, alot of fake stuff there...haha. then we boarded this bus called the LINK! to get to Queens' street. the interior of the bus is really nice! very clean and new too! and the seats had coold patterns =X at Queens, we got into a shopping frenzy! we vistited practically every shop! we hopped across the shops super fast! in the end i got a blouse and a jacket..some soap, hmm that's all. lol! we also saw a few of the teachers around the area..except Mrs Tan, hmm, wonder where she went. we met back at the hotel then a group of us went to eat steak. ya, my second time. but this time i ate spaggetti =D really big bowl! ok then after that the group of us wanted to take a picture with this cool waitress, haha. the manager also came to extra =X i think she was quite freaked out by us though >< nothing much to do, we strolled around Aukland, then BJ and Shenyang parked themselves at a convenience store that had internet access, then me, kaini and chenyi went back to the hotel. we washed up, packed our shopping stuff cos we were gonna leave the next day. so sad *sob* T.T yep then BJ came back! and she still didnt have enough of the internet. shenyang too. so after brushing teeth and everything, i went down with them to the first floor of the hotel where they had internet access and waited for them, they used the comp for a full 50mins and i think i fell asleep.. by the time we went back up was probably 11.45 already. i just jumped into bed and fell asleep..

Day 10
LAST DAY! We had breakfast at the same place, but ever so slowly, as if we didnt want our stay to end.. there wasn't much we could do that morning. quite early we got up the coach and were on our way to the airport. only stopping to drop by the supermarket for last minute shopping. at the airport we took the last few pictures in Aukland then checked in and roamed around. i was with yijiao and we talked about how much we missed OPC >< at the airport i also bought this meringue and wool shawl. its like just drapped over, quite nice. NZ$100! oh well, then we boarded the plane at about 12+ and it just so happens that my seat was besides addi's. not my fault wad! bojia was glaring at me with that 'i'm gonna kill you' eyes >< yep then yijiao was beside me too. and we were back to the arguement about Jacob looking like a character in PrisonBreak. Mr Kim i think. even Addi says Jacob doest look like Mr Kim! roar. so i watched hairspray and er..terminator 2 yepp. quite nice. but for hairspray i really really cant stand the fat girl -.- bleah. after that didnt quite have anything to do so i decided to read. on the day we left for NZ i bought a book from the SG airport and only read it on the last day, lol! it's called Amazonia by James Rollins, i think the story is quite cool. about the Amazon forest and it's deep, dark and mysterious secrets =D ya, then went to sleep, woke up to only eat, then sleep again...bleah, boring -.- oh yea, we also flew over the biggest rock in the world, whatever it's called.. from the plane we could see it! it's really massive, like a mini plateau.. we landed around 6+ Sg time, grabbed our luggages and went home! hoho. Yijiao's parent gave me a lift back =D that night, i slept at 8+ for once..and ever so peacfully.

i realised something, i should stop being so dead in friendster! wahahaha

2007-11-15T12:32:00.001+08:00

I could say this a million, billion times: I MISS NZ!

I miss everyone who went on the trip with us, the sights, the weather, the whole atmosphere. I can say that this is one of the best trips i've had so far! It's like experiencing so many things at once, a strange feeling but you want it to last.

Ok, so i really should get on to blogging a day-to-day recount of the trip..

Day 0
We met at the airport at around 6pm to catch the 9pm flight. Dad and SM sent me there. We gathered, and the whole group of us, both parents and students were like all in sort of a mess. There were 4 NY teachers with us, Mrs Sandy Tan, Ms Tan Yew Ling, Mr David Han and Mr Mark Shone. 2 guys from the Travelations Agency also followed us, Addison and Jacob! They're like PE teachers and OBS instructors or something like that.. Addi is cute can! >< But nevermind, we got our passports, electronic tickets and headed for the checkin counter. Oh yes, and my group(5) consisted of me, BOJIA, PINGHUI, IRIS, SHENYANG, JINFAYE, SHIYU, JOLEEN, MELVIS & JACEY! yay! =X After all that we had some time to ourselves and went for dinner. Met back at the departure hall at around 8pm and then boarded the plane. I was sitting at the aisle seat beside Nicolea, Vernice and Christabel on the other end. The plane took so long to have it's entertainment system turned on! Had to wait for close to half an hour.. well in the mean time, we played cards, hah! as usually, the favourtite way to kill time. =X I watched Stardust on the plane! (the song at the end is now stuck in my head!) and something else...i forgot >< so anw, we had a 9+hr flight and arrived in Aukland the next morning..

Day 1
We landed at about 11. Went through the customs and everything.. Huifang's bag got like checked twice! wahahaha. lol, so ok once we were all ready we took a short walk from the airport to the coach parking area. The first time we breathed NewZealand Air! The temperature was just perfect, it was sunny, yet breezy and cosy! Really like natural aircon =D oh yea, and we say this BIGBIG banner that was advertising "DAIKIN AIRCONDITIONING" so ironic right! it's like there's natural aircon everywhere already and you need "DAIKIN AIRCONDITIONING" so funny can! >< Ok so ya, we took another long 6hr journey to OPC, which is in the middle of Tongariro National Park. We also stopped at Huka Falls and took in the beautiful sites there! We also had another stop closer to Rotorua where we had a toilet break and some icecream, hah! We stopped a third time at Turangi, known to be the fishing town of NZ or something like that. Everyone's favourite sport there was catching trout! the town was on one side of this lake called Lake Taupo. It's the biggest lake in NZ i think and it could fit the whole Singapore inside of it! Not that the lake that that that huge, ok la quite huge, but probably because SG is so small...lol! yep, so the coach drove around the lake and into Tongariro National Park and then to the Sir Edmund Hillary Outdoor Pursuits Centre! We reached at about 5+, settled into our chalets, we had Mr Shone as our tchr in charge! =X yepp then went to this place called 'Youth Development Centre (YDC)" to gather and have dinner. Another 2 groups of 10 ppl came, they were from KCPS..mixed school, and the guys are like irritating -.- So we were introduced to our instructor! ROB! and all the others.. over there it does get quite cold at night! and the worst thing was the GREEN MOTH INFESTATION! these little crawlies only come out in a certain season of the year and if you leave your door open with the lights on, they get in! bleah, our whole toilet got littered with those irking bugs.. T.T I dont rmb if it was the 2nd or first night, Mrs Tan purposely wanted to scare us and deposited a green moth in our chalet room! grrr. some ppl were like totally freaking out la! quite funny >< i think shenyang's got a picture of them huddling on the bed freaking out at the sight of that green moth..

Day 2
We had on-site activities! Learnt a tit-tat about navigation, orientation, safety stuff yadayada. Rented some gear from the gear shop thermal, fleece, parka, overtrou,and boots, then we went for a BUSHWALK! NewZealand special, so they say.. I honestly thought it could be rephrased as Mudwalk! Well it was drizzling slightly so yea, kinda muddy everywhere. We walked around a swamp also can! then my foot got like kinda stuck in that iky mud T.T (that's not the worse!) ok, so after that muddy bushwalk, we did some teambuilding activities! one of them was to make a perfect square with a piece of rope as a team but with blindfolds on! chao nan can! our first try was actually not bad, but second one was so sucky can! but it was real fun! that day Mr Shone and Addi followed us, and they took picture without us knowing can! I only realised when i saw them.. hmm.. ok, so that day ended early, yep.. bathing was a big problem! the water was either bloody cold or freaking hot (did i mention before?) bathe until so xin ku.. -.- plus there were only 2 bathing cubicles in our toilets so we had to chiong.. there were some activites after dinner and basically we were given this situation and we're supposed to make a stretcher with limited material, a piece of string and the foam mat. quite fun, i thought we had won! but in the end didnt..lol! we slept in the loft of the chalet room that night! there's this window on the slanted ceiling and we could watch the stars from there! but that night was cloudy, so not that many.. well, me, joleen, and melvis slept up there that night in our sleeping bags! Melvis is cute can! she didnt allow us to sleep until she won a game of tai ti all by herself! funny la, but she did win anw, so we got to sleep ><

Day 3
oh yea, in OPC, there's this duty thing where groups take turn to do dinner and breakfast duty. We only had to do breakfast duty once, hah, so lucky >< oh yes, i didnt mention, our lunch, was self made sandwhiches! everyday in that 5 days 2 diff ppl would make sandwhiches for the whole group =D I made it on the 3rd day! =P ok, so it was 'Water Day' for us on that day. So we went CAVING! SO COOL I TELL YOU! Mrs Tan went with us today. She was being sick la! But super duper funny. It's like our instructor said if his butt could fit thru the gap, we would all be able to go through, and she went like, 'my breast!' we were like so OMG la.. she's hilarious, but nice >< CAVING IS FUN!! we went to the Pumice Caves, basically eroded gigantic pumice rocks which came from the eruptions of mount er.. Tongariro i think, and some other mountains.. yep, they had names for different areas of the cave! like master bed room, main room...something like that. there was one part in the cave where we had to cross this stream, basically the cave is made by water so somehow there will be water.. plus it's damp inside. the water is SO COLD i tell you! but super shuang >< It's clean water too! =P oh yea, we saw GLOWWORMS! and did you know, glowworms GLOW because of the chemical reaction of their excretory products! lol! hmm, in the cave it's pitch-dark! abit scary sometimes, and luckily we had helmets on cos we kept bumping our heads on the ceiling.. yep. Rob is mad, according to clara he belongs to the 'SAC' which stands for the Self Amusement Club.. he's totally like crazy! his favourite joke is the knock knock thing, he goes like "knock, knock", "who's there?", "you!", "you-who", "YOOHOO! WE'RE CAVING!" or something like that! he probably said it 10times so far.. talking about clara..she is OBSSESSED with her own instructor! Her instructor's called Ben White, and quite good looking, she totally went crazy! She's even got this teddy bear named BenWhite and she's dreamt of him 3times so far already..crazy clara, see aliteration! Clara is such a stalker, she kept taking so many pics of ben..and talks none stop about him -.- ok this is getting off point, hmm ANW so after caving, we went ABSEILING! so cool can! =X we had to find our way up to the abseil site ourselves! nearly went the wrong way.. i tell you one funny thing that happened! Joleen flipped over! like really upside down in the air, while abseiling down! it was quite funny, cos all of us who hadent went down yet were like, lagging totally la, then we were watching her as she slowly tilted backwards, eyes widening and suddenly her boots were sticking out in the air then we went 'OMG JOLEEEEENNN'! super lag i tell you! but she didnt scream or seem to panic, cool huh. Mrs Tan was like, "Hows the scenery", "hmm, actually very nice!" she's cute la she..ok, so after abseiling down, we still had to find our way out of this wierd forest we were in.. we were practically swinging from tree to tree, and we didnt even walk on the path! we kinda went off the path but got out anw.. that day, we were late for dinner! so we didnt get to bathe before eating, so we decided to CHIONG through our dinner and rush off the bathe. we probably took like 5 mins down all our food, clear the table and stack the chairs back, so pro right! i think everyone in the dining area were like staring at us lor, so funny can. Jacob was sitting with us at first, but i think he got totally freaked out watching us eat until like that >< yep =) there was a presentation that evening, about this crazy rock climber who did alot of extreme rock climbing and cliff hanging and all that.. i think he's not only abit sot diao but very very sot diao. -.- ok random..

Day 4
WE WENT MOUNTAINEERING! ok, something like mountaineering and rock climbing at the same time, haha, Mr Shone, Jacob and another guy called Carrie was with us, other than Rob. we climbed mount Ruapehu! 2nd tallest mountain in NZ! we didnt climb all the way to the summit, but we did climb to one of the peaks, probably about 2+km in vertical height. SO PRO CAN! =X plus, if the distance we travelled would have been like almost 5+km! haha. but it was one of my favourite activities in this whole trip! it's like i got to experience this sense of achievement that feels so different from getting full marks for a test. I LOVE IT! The first part of the ascend was just small rocks, gravel, soil, not many big rocks at first. then we encountered small patches of snow! Rob was teaching us to 'PENETRATE' the snow! basically kicking deep into the snow suck that you make like a step such that you dont slip. yep. then as we went higher, there was this valley so we were supposed to follow the valley then to this pinnacle ridge. it started to get really really rocky, but fun! so climb climb climb...we got to the ridge, the view was GREAT! you look to the left, you see mount Nagahoe, not sure if it's the correct spelling though, basically the LOTR Mount Doom! a beautiful cone shaped mountain! =)the other side was lake Taupo in the far far distance! you could see, green, blue, orange, so many shades of colours up there! so we climbed up up the ridge and met up with another group! Another instructor, Mrs Tan Addi was with them. Rob is funny can! He was like saying, we must beat them! climb higher up and faster than them! So we were to walk past them and say 'HI', then say 'BYE' or something like 'I would very much want to stay but well, I'm on an important mission! so BYE!' So funny can! there was snow there already, so they were attacking us with snowballs! grr, then we marched past them and to higher grounds, then attacked them back, wahahaha! so fun can. but nvrm, we continued on our MISSION! and went even higher, till it was just SNOW PLAINS! like totally snow everywhere! but we didnt quite stop yet, till we reached the peak! we were racing in the snow and panting so hard because the air was so thin, but it's just pure fun i tell you! at the peak, we made a snowman (or sort of one) and had a snowball fight! we also took a photo of the 'destruction of the snowman' iris kicked the head off and we totally smashed the body, wahahaha how evil >< during the snowball fight snow like went into my shirt, but i didnt feel cold, hmm. instead like very shuang de gan jue. hahaha. though my hands are like permanently frozen, feet got kinda frozen too! anw Rob then taught us how to butt slide! like just run down the slope and sit, then use the iceaxe to brake! and the purpose of the iceaxe right, is to LOOK COOL! and look like a PRO MOUNTAINEER! Rob is funny can! ok, so that night, i think everyone slept really well =) it's really hard to describe how it was like up there in the snow, on the rocks! but well, hope you can at least feel that little bit of it =D ohoh, and on that day, we had to do 'duties' so basically our group was incharge of sweeping up the varanda and the volleyball court(yes there was one) and how wonderfully, the whole place was just FULL OF GREEN MOTHS! quite gross, but we still had to sweep them away. and the veranda is made of wood with gaps in between the planks..the gaps are just wide enough for those moths to get in but not be able to crawl out. so while sweeping the moths, they inevitably get stuck there! and they're not dead either so it's like so gross and while we try to get them out and sweep them away with the brush, either the body gets squash, wings get torn off..bleah it's just super gross. like some fen si an jian lor. all those who swept those moths are guilty! so others inside the building were like staring at us in horror and totally screaming when a moth got stuck or head got squashed.. i felt very cruel trying to get rid of them, but oh well that's our duty! and as a consolation Mr Han kept reminding us that these bugs only live for 24hrs then die..so we aren't that evil after all =X

Day 5
OVERNIGHT EXPEDITION! YEA! that day, Mr Shone and Addi went with us too! and before canoeing..we had to pack up the chalet, clean the toilet, pack our luggages so we can leave straight away after the overnight expedition yep. so as clara mentioned, Rob was holding this newspaper rolled into a bat. and went round hitting ppl! -.- like i was halfway cleaning the toilet he came in and ask why this whole place had become a swamp! cos we splashed water everywhere and there was only 1 draining outlet.. so e started hitting people, wahlao. he was like whack! ouch! dont hit me! ok i wont hit you. whack! he's mad de lor! a second ago he'll say he dont hit you, then the next minute he will.. and i guess clara was a victim too. she was strolling peacefully..when Rob came up behind her and whacked her, then he said hi! i think clara was prob kinda freaked, so she walked faster, then he whacked her again, and said hi, he did it one more time, then clara was like, oh hi! bet she's lagging too..wahahaha. ya, so you see Rob belongs to the SAC. ahem, ok back to the trip... because Shiyu and Melvis had injuries sustained on their knees, we decided to do less hiking, and did CANADIAN CANOEING! 2 ppl to 1 canoe! you know, THE CANOES ARE SO FREAKING HEAVY! took like 8-9 ppl to carry one! well so we went to this lake (i dont know the name of it ><) and we canoed to this island on the lake! CANOEING is tiring! but fun!! (almost everything is =X) yepp, we could see like the mossy bed of the river, little fishes here and there, but not that many cos they were all gone once we came.. so, we canoed to the camp site! parked our canoes in this tiny, sandy, bay and headed to the campsite, which was about 10steps away, haha. the camp site is really nice! not wet and muddy! haha. and it was like this cleared area with small bushes around, really nice. we set up our tents..and had to do like 15presups(pushups in other words) cos we requested for 3 clues to set up the tents! yepp, we were done and then cooked dinner which was er.. like taco? i forgot haha.. so after that nothing to do i decided to emo by the lakeside there, the scenery is so amazing, really. the lake water was really SPARKLING under the rays of the setting sun! the sky was streaked with different shades of orange and blue! and in the distance, we could see the mountains where the other groups had went to camp, it was cloudy, probably raining too, lucky we made a good choice to canoe! =P yea, the whole place was so lang man can! (shenyang reminded me to blog this: hah, toilet! it was so funny cause the whole pack of us marched off to some bush in search of somewhere to pee, i went further away from them though cause i was later. and the rest were like screaming and talking sososo loudly even the tchrs at the campsite could hear! and i suppose rob said it was the first time in OPC histoy any group has done that, aha. we made history! =X then went back to the campsite, we were trying to ask them if they heard anything they said, cause obviously it was quite embarrassing..then they just stoned there, they must have heard! wahahaha.) =D around 8 it started to get totally pitched dark already, and the stars came out to play! it was an almost cloudless night! the sky was really DOTTED WITH STARS! the kind of illustrations you see on books of starry skies, it really did look like that! it's a sight you can never see in places like SG! oh yea, we set a fire, yep, then sat around the campfire and just talked, ranted about school and teachers, in front of a teacher(pro right), played abit of truth or double truth. haha yepp, Rob was also telling us about the stars and all.. i thought i saw a shooting star! but didnt really see it, i dont know, haha. i think shenyang saw like 4 or 5! she was star gazing, and we just decided to go to sleep ><

Day 6
morning! Rob came to wake us up, he was talking and talking i thought he was singing some song la! so funny like dunno what, "the sky is clear, the sun is up, the day is young" blah blah blah... yea, i crawled up real fast! and felt quite awake =D we had maggie noddles for breakfast! lol! i always thought NZ wouldn't have maggie mee..hmm. yep, so we packed up and headed back to our canoes to canoe back to the van where we started and then back to OPC. we were up the current and wind! very very tiring, phew. after getting back to OPC, we had to wash the canoes in salt water to make sure there's no contamination of this fungus called Dydimo i think..yea, it poses as a serious threat to NZ cos it grows on the beds of rivers and then the fishes cant feed then there's a whole chain reaction and NZ is very much dependent on these rivers.. yep. so then we went off to do the flying fox! haha didnt think it was that thrilling la..haha. then Mr Shone and Addi did also, i tell you, they're SO HEAVY! so hard to pull them back up! lol! but the view on the flying fox was really nice anw =) so after than we continued hiking about to our campsite for that day. the slopes were quite steep! and bogey! bleah, i got stuck in almost knee deep mud can! bleah. i could pull 1 leg out, but my other leg was stuck can! our instructor had to pull me up in the end.. bleah, luckily we were going to cross a stream after that, could wash off most of the mud =D but anw the lower half of my pants was like thoroughly soaked! my socks were like super dirty can! bleah. ok so anw, hike hike hike, super tiring can! we were like in this jungle climbing from tree to tree lor! bet we uprooted quite alot of shoots too! oops..yepp, so we like camped in the middle of a coniferous forest can! and my hands like had so many scratches! but didnt bleed too much.. that night we didnt have much of a campfire T.T not enough dry firewood, but oh well, got a little bit on burning.. then i burnt my hairband in a fire can! cos i untied my hair then put the hairband around my wrist, i was fanning the fire then all of a sudden, eh, where's my hairband? i saw it burning away in the fire! tai pro le lor.. so no more hairband le -.- funny can! ok, so now no hairband, and didnt get to wash hair the day before, i was like combing my hair then someone told me to put it infront of my face i turned around then they totally freaked out can! and they were like, gogogo and scare the guys! they didnt dare look at me can! then i turn around, they were like, errr, stoned there.. LOL! ok then, went to sleep, with damp pants T.T, not that many stars that night, cos there were alot of tall trees.. that was the last night being at OPC.. so sad..

THIS IS TIRING! shall continue another day! =X

How to escape a traffic summon..

2007-10-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

We've got many ways of escaping from a difficult situation, from a lost worksheet, to a broken vase. Here's an example of how to escape a traffic summon in a 'down-to-earth' but not so cliche way:

Dear Sir/Madam:

I refer to the summon report number xxxx-xxxx-xxxx-x. I know what I have done is wrong, but I am caught between the "desert and the deep-blue sea" situation. One, trying to educate my 4-year old son about the right moral values by not peeing by the side of the road, in which we could have easily done so, in which my son suggested, but I told him it was wrong. We then proceeded to Thomson Plaza quickly to relieve the toddler to his nature call by parking at the side of the road. However, obstructing and unconvenienced others. One reason was because it was a side road. When we came out, to our suprise, I am being issued with a ticket. Enclosed, my son's birth certificate to this act of right and moral value in which I have dispense to my son, with your support.

Sincerly,
XXXXXXX

I found it lying somewhere around the house, kinda found it amusing =X

I PASSED 60%! I won't be retained, nor kicked out of NY! YAY! Ok fine, the marks aren't that impressing anyway, at least I passed 65% too. =P So now I have to think of something profound enough to tell my mom, giving her an explanation regarding the marks.. Most fortunately, I'm good at procrastinating =X

Went for CCA today, enjoyed myself quite abit. I wonder why that thought suddenly sprang from my mind though I came home with muscle cramps so bad, I can hardly walk up a flight of stairs! But I just have to say, it's good to be dancing again, the familiar sounds, counts, voices, feelings. There's suddenly this new motivation and goal that seems worth achieving, just what I need.

Oh yea, and my bookworm personality is back >< Currently I have 9 books in line to be read, haha.

Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
The Bartemause Trilogy
The Black Magician Trilogy

I just finished the Guardians of Time Trilogy, and I think it's quite good. Recommended! Haha.

Just FYI. I'll be away from 2nd to 12th Nov. Off to OPC in New Zealand! Really excited about it! =D Sure it's going to be a pretty interesting learning journey, heh. As far as I know, we've already faced the first hurdle, so much about cliques.

Ok shall blog some time soon, though such statements of mine aren't really that reliable.. au revoir!

2007-10-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

ok i got the rest of my grades back
oh, cept hmp

BIO: 66%
PHY: 64%

*drops down to knees and cries out loud*

and oh great, my asthmatic cough came back again.
skipped 3 days of school, of which papers were went through..
yea, spared from sitting in the crammed hall having to go through the dreaded papers...

ok, i shall be good and go to school tomorrow! =X

2007-10-12T20:57:00.000+08:00

Hello.

...

I've got some of my marks back, without going to school. I'm just totally horrified by the way some of the results turned out.. T.T

LA: 72%
CLC: 53.5%
IH: 58%
IM: 65%
CHE: 73%
HMP: ???
BIO: ???
PHY: ???

So ya, I'd have to pray hard I don't get kicked out of NY and have to find another school -.-

I still feel terrible!
I've been sick the whole week just because of library service, and on my part sleeping at 12 which is so-called late. A discovery made: I'm allergic to libraries. How absurd.

Remember the jigsaw puzzle that I talked about last year? I decided to attempt it again this year. Currently it's 3/4 done, in 3 days. But now I'm facing the possibilities of a few missing pieces. I so feel like giving up.

Oh yes, I lvled in maple, after 3 months of being stuck at 87. No big deal, haha. Wonderful, I just decided to download gunbound. Think I'm just too bored, not even done watching Heroes yet! It's getting scarier though o.O

The holidays are so gonna be packed. I have this whole load of activities lined up, well not exactly lined up, pilled up rather, in front of me. Hmm, looks like the mess on my table. Well whatever it is I've got to sort it out so it would be er..lined up. lol!

P.S. i think my little silver dragon is gonna die..so click on it! if you see it..

Almost like a secret

2007-10-10T11:17:00.000+08:00

oops, too lazy to blog..

2007-10-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

CHEM AND BIO ARE OVER! ONLY PHYSICS LEFT WOOT!

here's some evidence of er...being
too high..

anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
yo.
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
how was amoria?
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
eh
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
didnt go to see
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
lol
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
1
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
i cant believe i trained like 7% today
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
need cash to get in?
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
unbelieavable
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
i dont think so
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
omg, fast!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
boohoo
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
luo wanted help
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
ok you be lvl100 faster than me k!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
then just stand there and ice lor
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
like real la!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
i wanna do other stuff
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
haha
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
you have heart earrings?
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
nope
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
how to get/
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
quest?
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
i cant get the quest though
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
T_T
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
no la
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
i hunt stuff
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
i think some PQ also have
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
cos the DK wants
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
later i have to hunt for him
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
lol
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
what ?
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
some person
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
ANW THIS IS SO GROSS
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
?
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
ok, quite cool..
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
?
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
?
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
?
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
what/
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
?
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
can see the whole girl's rib!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
the skin cut off
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
in the series Heroes
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
got this girl who cant die
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
o.O
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
-_-
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
then dont see
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
zzzzzz
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
she got stabbed by a tree branch in her neck
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
whole body cut up
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
she woke up and said, HOLY!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
kinda gross
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
her whole rib there is bones and 'meat'
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
RED
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:

Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
and she's breathing
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
hoho
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
z
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
sadist!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
SADIST
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
OMG SADIST
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
wahlao
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
i say effects are cool la!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
omg.
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
sadistic
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
-.-
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
go watch after EOYS
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
my grandma thinks it's freaky
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
hahaha
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
NO
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
im scared -_-
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
nono
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
i watch with you
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
got this guy can fly
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
this guy who knows the future and can paint it
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
this other JAP guy who can bend time and space
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
some girl who cant die
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
er...ya
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
heh
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeee
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
eeeeeeeeeeee
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
argh
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
no way i wont watch
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
zz
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
it's really good
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
really
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
got this with 2 personalities
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
at the same time
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
it's really like 2 different people
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
she looks in the mirror and it's not only her
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
eh..
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
maybe i watc
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
caue i shortsighted
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
cant see
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
LOL
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
the jap guy is super funny!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
he's like
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
'YATAIII'!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
-.-
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
like in some super high pitched voice
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
o.o
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
someone voice act
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
lol!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
jap de
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
really very funny
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
voice act!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
lol!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
if you say so
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
haha
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
im sure
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
heh
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
wow
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
she just folded her skin back
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
and they healed
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
power!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
she's like lying on the autopsy bed ready to be cremated
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
then woosh! she sits up
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
later the doctor should faint
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
HAHA
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
poke poke
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
zzzz
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
tell me the title
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:

anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
will avoid
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
title of?
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
she's walking!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
title of movie
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
it's not a movie
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
anime?!!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
no!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
it's the serial show...
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
WHERE THE GIRL CANT DIE
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:

anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
thats why gross
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
lol
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
lol nat are you ok?
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
YESH LA
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
lol!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
calm down!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
roarr
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
oops
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
comp died
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
can tell
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
-___-
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
no batt ><
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
bttw you seem very high
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
me?
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
lol!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
oh yea, there's the new mob name and stuff
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
super lame la
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
just appear for such a short while only
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
tell me!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
huh
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
the mob hp bar is like green colour
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
border brown i think
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
then the name appears below, also brown
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
only when you attack it, then the words or hp will show
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
thats cool!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
can see when die!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
all mobs?
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
yea all
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
boss mob will appear ontop
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
as usual
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
ohhhhhhhhh
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
boohooo my char is at orbis!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
must go try mist sharks! and feel pro
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
LOL
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
not bad lor!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
i wanna see
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
=D
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
lololololol
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
f/p rocks!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
woohooooo
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
haha
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
i wont deny =D
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
i/l rocks too!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
hurhurhurhurhur
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
REALLY LOR!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
EH
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
hurhurhurhurhur
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
zzz
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
F/P sucks then?
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
nope!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
the exact opposite!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:

Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
whatever lor
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
if i/l doesnt rock, f/p sucks
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
ok!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
dont let MAPLE destroy our friendship ohhkayy!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
-____-llll
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
WAH SEH
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
LOl
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
i tell you la
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
feeling extremely lamed now
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
LEONA ROCKS!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
NAT ROCKS TOO
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
WOOOHOOOO
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
YAY PEACE TREATY
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
f/p and i/l thus SUCKS
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
YEA!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
errr
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
*thus
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
lol.
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
ok
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
zzzzzzzzzzzz
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
so we ROCK TO THE CORE
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
thus, they rock too
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
zzzzzzzzzzzzz
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
feeling extremely lamed
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
lamed to the core
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
yea
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
like your usual self
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
i seriously think you shld save this convo
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
WHAT?!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
why?!!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
post on what, forums arh?
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
like my usual self?!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
HAHA
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
YOU'RE LAME
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
no for future mu gs
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
=D
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
to let everyone know that nat is ego
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
you go save lor
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
yay!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
lol!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
you save larh!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
dont want la
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
><
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
you larh!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
gogogogogogogogo!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
dont want!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
=X
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
go nat!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
go leo!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
jy nat!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
you can do it!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
jy leo!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
you can do it!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
go nat!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
gogogogo!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
go leo!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
gogogogo!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
GO NAT!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
WO HUI ZHI CHI NI DE!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
wooohooooooooo~
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
GO LEO
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
GOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
WO HUI ZHI CHI NI DE
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
woooohoooooooo
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
GOGOGOGOGOGOOGOGOGOGOGOGOGO
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
GOOOOOOOOOOO
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOG
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
i think we really should post this convo =X
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
you post first half, i do second half
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
what!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
im not going forums till tues
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
so you post everything
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
THIS IS LAME!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
yea neither am i!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
we want to post ubt refuse to do work
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
lol!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
ya lor
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
go larh!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
go larh!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
ni ke yi de!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
gogogo!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
aiya best, i post under your name
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
=D
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
you dont know my id
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
zzzzz
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
and pass
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
ya lor
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
SO
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
YOU GO POST
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
YAYYY
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
I WONT LOG IN!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
yay
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
go larh!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
HAHA
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
I KNOW!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
tell luo!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
then?
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
you copy this
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
then paste into word pad
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
she online meh?
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
send to log tell her post to get more post counts
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
you go send lor
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
you larh!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
you larrhhh!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
GO NAT!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
GO LEO!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
NAT!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
LEO!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
YOU CAN DO IT!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
TSK NAT I KNOW YOU WANT MORE POSTS COUNT OK!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
GO1
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
DONT UNDERESTIMATE YOURSELF!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
gogogogogogogogogogogo
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
-.-
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
GOGOGOGO
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
NI KE YI DE!!!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
you dont underestimate you potential nat!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
you are potentially.
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
r
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
er
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
potentially ABLE!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
woooooooohhhoooooooooo
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
YEA RIGHT!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
LEONA YOU ARE TOO!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
go then!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
WO MEN DOU KE YI DE!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
DAN NI GEN KE YI!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
GOGOGO
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
go leo go! go leo go!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
*continues cheering
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
RAISES POMPOM!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
go nat go, go nat go!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
i dancing liao
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
dont extra!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
GO LEO GO!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
i raise liao!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
see!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
LOL
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:

anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
walao!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
whats the mad laughing for!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
go larh!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
you la
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
GO LEO GO!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
YAYYY
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
NAT NAT HEN ZHI CHI NI!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
LEO LEO VERY ZHI CHI NI DE!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
LEO! COME ON! GOGOGOGO!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
NAT!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
HOW COULD YOU GU FU WE DE XI WANG!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
LEO! NI ZHEN ME KE YI ZHE YANG!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
NAT!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
YOU LIKE MAD
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
LEO!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
YOU'RE MAD!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:

anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:

Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
LEONA IS ANGRY AT ME
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
T.T
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
boooooooooohoooooooooooo
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
*sobs*
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
I KNOW!
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
I'LL POST
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
yay
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
finally.
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
THEN SAY IT'S LEONA!
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
sigh
Nat. ♥ ♫ says:
HAHA
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
anoel. smiling from MY heart, maybe not says:
X . X

erm, ya, quite crappy isnt it? =X

2007-10-03T15:03:00.000+08:00

~~LA,IH,CLC,MATH,HM~~P

CHEM,BIO,PHY

Yes! Ok math didn't turn out that bad. Though some certain question drove me quite close to tears last night, and guess what, nothing of that sort came out! -.-

The setter of the paper are Mr tan and Ms Jasmine Tan..

here's the Bonus question

I was feeling like I nearly got there, but didn't quite..
ideas?

2007-10-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

yay

=X so called 'stole' another one, haha

~~LA,IH,CLC,HM~~P

MATH,CHEM,BIO,PHY
to go..

It was fun at Lisa's place. We were close to tearing out hair(heads) out trying to figure how to solve the coordinate geometry questions. Fortunately, my hair is still intact, head too. Thanks everyone for the 'jiayous'!

Though,very often I forget what I say, but this time, I remember vividly.

2007-09-29T16:46:00.000+08:00

haha! finally overcame my laziness and did something about the blog =X

i still have 6 more papers to go, what am i doing here?!
bye!

2007-03-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

A friday! Goodness, the happiest day in the week! In which laughing fit occurences are inevitable, at least for me. The day started early today, and as always, ended late. 4 hours of Mr K's presence and I'm still alive! Alright, so the last period today was math. I fell asleep, honestly. Though it wasn't a very rightful thing to be doing, after all I am the chairperson. But sometimes, being too tired, is just being too tired, can't be helped. Or maybe a dash of madness would. So after falling asleep for 2 minutes, I was rushed to the toilet to shock myself with cold water. Too bad the water was of room temperature.

Now, back to math class. Mel was half asleep too. Then, a brilliant idea popped out, tictactoe! It's a really childish game, but it miraculously did help us stay awake. While therefore resulted us to not concentrate in class. After a fierce game of TTT, we came to this conclusion: 'If two parties have are too smart. tictactoe isnt the game for you.' There'll just be no end! Definition of an end in TTT: 'One party winning, or getting 3 crosses or circles in a horizontal, diagonal or vertical row.'

Moving on to more madness. Another one of Mel's Eurekas, American Express! She just blurted out the word and we were left there laughing for 5 minutes. With Hsin Fang and Chenyi joining us. The saying goes, a trick only works once. Well, after Mel's second Eureka, we didnt find it funny anymore. So now it's Hsin Fang, and well my turn to get crazy. Not forgetting, it's still math class. Remember the Mastercard advertistment with Richard Gears in it? The one shot in Jaipur, India. Well, she or rather, we were using a terribly mimicked Indian accent to say the lines that were in the ad. It was just somehow, hilarious.

After much slapstick humour from our so very witty Hsin Fang. Me and Caroline started to be, inhuman. At least that was what some of our classmates were thinking. By then math class was over already, but Mr T was still there anyway.

I was early for CCA! JieYi and Debbie kinda dragged me there. A few seniors came back today, I've been missing them, especially Faris! Finally got to see her again. Ok, towards the end of CCA, I was honestly going crazy. From Sui's 'ants' to sitting on Zhou, and how Lim Min's pressence would help HuiFang and JieYi do the 'flying' move. It was really, really funny. I'm surrounded by crazy people, including myself. But techinically, it's not right to say I surround myself, hmm.

Not to mention, there was P-T-M (Parent teacher meeting) today. After which a talk was held to raise any concerns regarding the sec 3 students, and of course the end of year global classroom programme too. I'm going to go to New Zealand, at least hoping so! I was so suprised my mom allowed me to go after attending the talk. Well, great then!

I suddenly reminded myself, we have officially 17 more days to SYF. This is getting really stressful. Just a side point, I get to skip class! Not that it is a good thing though. Ok, now I'm being chased to maple. LoL.

2007-03-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

If,
you ever took the time to take a closer, deeper look. You'd find many things you never know you would encounter. Give a little more thought, to every single action. Take a step furthur to understand, almost everything you hear. You'll finally realise, all that I've been keeping away from the world, deep in the mazes of my thoughts.

I'm so terribly sorry, that was entirely random. Yet not so very entirely, crap.
I know I know, this poor blog has been abandoned, forgotten and has nearly ceased to not exist. So I hereby revive it now, by the grace of the power of words, blog, you are thereby revived! (woosh) Just imagine some sound effects, creates quite an atmosphere.

Guess now that I've 'revived' the blog, I'm obliged to post more often. To make it appear, well, alive.

Seems I don't have very much to post at the moment, or rather I'm giving myself an excuse that I'm too tired to do anything and unwilling to type a rather long post to drown the reader, whoever you are, in. God Bless.

2006-11-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

Somehow, I've finished watching Moon Phase and Fruits Basket within er..3 days? heh. Apparently I find Yuki extremely cute, when he's a mouse that is. Right, and in human form too >< Hmm, I think the snake guy is kinda.. strange o.o Shigure is mad. and..well kyo's not too bad =P Whatever it is, I think it's a really cute show. Hahas.

I myself wonder why I'm known for my randomness. Really! I have no idea... So erm, see! Now I have nothing to say -.-

Sigh I miss 209,06. =X

Oh yes, and my mom's back from ShangHai. With lots of gifts =P. Ok, maybe not that many..but I'm still really grateful. Hahs. Time for dinner..

Cya!
'e ObLiT3RaToR

2006-11-16T20:02:00.000+08:00

Zipangu was out ytd. wasted 2hours of my time trying to patch the programme...
i did after all, so i can't exactly complain.

It started off pretty intrestingly. 6 of us from Ohana were supposed to go mushdad hunting. but somehow, i just didn't spawn -.- after going around..to showa and the maps nearby. we went to the hideout. accessed by talking to Konpei. The mobs there were kinda irritating. I mean, Surbonate D does me like 300+dmg. zzz Then the gunman also whole life jump around while i'm zapping them and HIT me and..i DIE. wow. T.T i wanted to take a look at the female boss, but somehow, i knew i would die again if i tried venturing furthur. so ah..forget it. went to showa street 1 and 2 there with cetusrebel and azerine..train abit. OH YA. i was SCAMMED OF MY 5MILLION.. zzz its so ironic that one, two hours before prest told me to save the mesos in the bank instead... FREAK LAR. my 5 mil...sobs.

after dinner, went to the cemetry..and straight into the BAIN. -.- where i obviously died. i didn't know!! T.T just go in them, pew..tombstone -.-the flying ghosts were terrible! they looked so sinister.. but somehow i figured that moutain of cloud fox is not bad a place to train on. well at least wayy better than lorangs.

oh yes, and i'm currently watching an anime called Moon Phase, Tsukyomi. it's a nice show! =P

oh, and i figured there really IS problem with the pics..sigh. time to change blog skin le.. i shall do it..someday..

cya!
'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-11-12T23:22:00.000+08:00

alright alright! I admit, I was too lazy to post. =X
So now I am. heh..

Drama was great, a success! really. but somehow...i think i have a stalker. zzz

and i cant press the right arrow key properly because the whole thing..is not there -.-

I'd make a 'going to learn' list..someday. hahas

Mom and Tye left boarded a plane Saturday morning, at around 7.30, bound for ShangHai. So..guess what, I'M FREE! ok sort of. Oh yea, the night before, friday night. I was watching a show called 'Helen the Baby Fox' really touching. Or maybe i was just being too emotional. -.- Well if you watched 'Quill' and cried, you'd cry while watching this one too. It's by the same producers, and are somehow similar. In the case that they both involve animals..lol.

Saturday, was tiring. I woke up at about 6 to carry mom's bag down the stairs and kiss her goodbye. and, I just couldn't fall asleep after that. So I proped up a chair, sat on it, and started mapling =X WinterMalice pqed like 10 times because it was really early, and lvled, hahas. Then, at about..7? I fell alseep -.-, with the comp on. So..I woke at around 11? Just in time to grab breakfast and rush off for ballet. 11.45 to 12.45. turned out it was 12 to 1. so i was early after all =P. After that...I had nothing to do, and since dad was at Paragon, I decided to walk there with Joaquim and Grace. Then it started getting cloudy... and once we stepped under the shelter of Paragon, the first raindrop hit the ground. Great timing isn't it? =X Went round, had lunch and played video games at the Sony Gallery >< We had to return to Dance Arts at 4 see, but the rain hadn't stopped. So the 3 of us had to squeeze under one pathetic umbrella all the way back to Specialist Centre. Lol! After ballet, headed off to VivoCity with my dad and the 2 'you know who' ...

(or maybe *you don't want to know who*)

We watched 'An Inconvenient Truth'
yes GLOBAL WARMING, is a serious issue. I'm not going to talk so much about it since it's on the following website in which i'm going to give you the URL now..
---> www.climatecrisis.org
I believe it's possible to solve this problem. The will of humans can make great changes. Like how peace was declared, ozone layer restored, many breakthroughs in science. Its all whether the people would care more about the envirnoment. That is if they aren't skeptics who think otherwise of global warming being cause by the rise of CO2 lvls.
After the show, went back. In the car I...feeling hurt by remarks made, cried. Well i wasn't really crying because i was scolded. I was crying because i was loosing my pride and at the same time, was very worried...

Today, I lvled =).
Grace(Yip) and her bro, Chris came over to watch 'Wendy Wu, Homecoming Warrior' on disney channel. the verdict? Disney channel is loosing creativity. sigh. After the show, we began piecing togeter a jigsaw puzzle of a girl playing the violin. It's those sort of airy fairy kind of Jap anime angel girl..
100 pieces. Obviously not complete. So wish me luck.

and...I shall sleep now.
nitez!

'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-11-01T15:38:00.000+08:00

ROARR stoning in school -.-
NOOOOO Japan is sinking.. o.o okok nvrm. hmm, we're performing before intermission now right? WHEE i shall escape the debrief MUAHAHA
eh er..nothing to post leh? or maybe too sian le. -.-
guess what i changed my phone, and my OLD phone camera is better than this 3G phone camera zzz.
guess what we're doing now(btw 'we' equals me and qian), checking up on maple de ren. oh wow qian's so pro can rmb up to 30 virtual names..
and i cant -.- only like wad, 20? zzz then any how try like, 'red' 'green' 'purple'? dotz -.- gahh i'm sleepy.. i need to change xxecargxx's hair.. same as owl's HAH. not that i wanted it to be the same, but i suggested it, and realised that it was such a great suggestion HAHA lol. eh..who was it who asked me not to be so obsessed with maple? luo isit. tellyou, I CANT WAIT FOR FOURTH JOB!!! XD preston made me so excited about it by showing me videos. oh wow. cannot breathe properly then lor.. SO PRO LAR!!! aiyo i cant wait, really.
*get back to reality*
xxecargxx YOU NEED TO LEVEL UP FIRST. then talk. =X

okok enough maple. time to er.. sleep? HAH in the comp lab -.- oh, it's raining YAY

raining = less people come = air less dense = can hear more clearly = no sorethroat = NAT IS HAPPY
WAHAHAHAHA

and ouch, qian just hit me and ask me to see something. oh, it's not interesting ...

edit: sry forgot to sign off LOL
love,
'e obliterator~

okok i din't write about the part when i got all flustered up.
a clear example of 'life is like a roller coaster'
super pissed..then ZOOOOOOMMMM to super HIGH. LALALA

kk really bye now.
CYA!

2006-10-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

YAY! Hahas, going to HongKong today, the flight's at like 1900 but I'm already stoning here in the departure hall -.- YESH, I finally get to meet Audrey! How many years was since I last met her...hmm, 4, 5 years? gosh! I MISS HER!! XD Can't wait to see her >< and possibly janabel too! =P whee~ gahh, time running out zzz. Sigh, I'm gonna miss all the fun during drama tomorrow. Oh well, just have to remember to get presents for everyone! hahas. I need to MAPLE! HAH. T.T too bad there is none in HK. Alright, better get going, others seem to want to use the computer. CYA!

'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-10-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

If I ever got the chance, I would leave you.
I would sail into the vast ocean, on a ship with silver masts, never to be found.
I would ride on a silver horse, galloping into the misty plains, never to be seen again.
I will disappear from your sight, just like how it should be.

Todays sermon by Pastor Bryan was on the Parable of the Mustard Seed. I found it really inspirational. How little beginnings could become great successes. How a small mustard seed, could grow into a tree, and the largest of garden plants. Like, WOW. From such an insignificant thing, to a very significant one. God is unbelievably great. Drawing parallels to successful people in our society, notice that many stories of great successors started of with just a dream, a little step. It makes a difference, really! But then again, HARDWORK is the key. Which I don't happen to 'really' have. I can almost see it, amongst the mist, yet far, yet near, jiayou Nat! =) Change is taking place! Whoots! For the good, that is. I VOW that I WILL work hard, I WILL change myself and make.. a difference.

Sigh, strangely, people like C*n exist. I feel sorry for you Preston.

Unwritten
Natasha Bedingfield

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
Im just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you can not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you can not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
But the rest is still unwritten

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten (3x)

'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-10-13T14:16:00.000+08:00

Checking of examination marks are, SCARY.. T.T but, nvrm =X
Mr Tan, some math teacher went throught part of the paper with us in the auditorium today. He is hilarious!! Firstly, because he spoke in a very nasal voice. Secondly, he said"This is the end of the session." (chatterchatterchatter) *positions mike slightly furthur from him* "This is the end of the session." *positions mike even furthur from himself* "This is the end of the session." LOL. I have no idea what he was trying to do.. o.o Secondly, the part when he mentioned"I am personally going to hang you by your eyelashes on the flag pole..." HAHAHA Thirdly, he flashed a note on the projector and said"You can read, so...{read}" Obvious!! ><

Enough about this interesting math teacher, who apparently is 'Yam-like"(joking, or maybe not.HAH.)

[sidetrack]
HI NATTY! Good luck for your HMP second instrument exams! Yoyoyo! :D
[/sidetrack] -Chew Fei

Oh yes, and I have to stone here until Mr Lim calls me to go for the exam -.-
(Chan Chi Ling) became Chai Chee Ling O.O

2006-10-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

"Pain is good.
Pain is your friend.
When you feel pain, you know you're alive."

-Will, WTC

Nat, drunk?
Almost there.
SAKE...

err, I'll continue tomorrow.
'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-10-11T12:30:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHAHAAH BLOGGING IN UNISON WHOOT.

HMP paper 3 today..SCREW. but I'm high. HAH

ok fine, I got locked in the band room for 1/2 an hour, STONE COLD LEH. T.T
JO, VALERIE, RUIMIN, QIANWEN AND KEXIN ABANDONED ME IN THE BAND ROOM! *SOBS*

sidetrack: 3/4 of Ohana is not playing maple anymore.. HAH -Qianwen
sidetrack: What's the URL for MOTAS? -Valerie

HAH KEXIN IS PLAYING MAPLE YAY!! XD

wow, everyone is playing MOTAS WAHAHAHA.

sidetrack: Kexin says hi. =P

HAH I'M VERY HAPPY XD

Please go to Valerie, Qianwen, Ruimin, Jo and Kexin's blog for more information.

'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-10-10T19:25:00.000+08:00

Can't you just forgive a little, let a little? I spent my whole bloody afternoon whithering my time away just to help you scan all those documents, not even a thankyou or an 'ok'? Then what now, you start pushing the blame to someone else? Senseless. You know I am freakingly irritated already by everythings that going on, and you still want to add fuel to the flame? The flame not of anger, but of the lost of confidence. I'm just losing my rhythm, losing my stability, I'm giving up entirely. Oh, everything is because of me, if you hadn't thought that way, it wouldn't be this way. You have your part to play too in this.

I've lost my grip, I'm fearing more and more, of everything. I wish time would stop when I were asleep, I would just freeze in time, and never need to face everything else again. I've tried, many times. Your standards too high, and neither kind. I give up. I really do. What's next? ColdWar.

2006-10-07T11:24:00.000+08:00

ok nvrm, I'd rather just reply from here instead.

Replies:
[Winter Person]: wait stop. NOOOOOOOOOO you CANT miss my birthday..T.T WAHHHHH *cries* Ok fine, what have I told you many times over and over again? Think POSITIVE!! Well, at least you still have Shirley. I mean, it can't be all that bad. God is muchmuch better than you think, he's just testing you my dear. Your tolerance, perseverance, faith in Him... Look at things from a different perspective alright? Hope, that glimmer, is not just a glimmer, look beyond it. It's the door to a whole new experience! Don't be depressed, it's just a little thing that you have to learn to overcome, your fear that you might lose us, or have us seperated by the vast sea. But the fact is, you won't lose us, and distance doesn't matter. It's the thought that counts. Really. However heartless the world may be, you know we 3 will still be friends to the end. We'd even die in the same type of coffins and be buried near each other. Remember? But we have to save Leo and Con first >< ok, I don't want you to be depressed, and since you love me so much, listen to me. Please, the last few things you could do. Is to let my heart have peace, that you are fine.
[Fiona]: hiyya! no lar, you WONT screw your math =P and you jiayou too!!
[Rosalind]: HEYYO! I am sophistocated? o.o So, shall I take it positively? hahas. well, you could come over to my house for lunch! but shifting soon, so it CHAO messy -.- poor nat? O.O XD luvya!
[Chewa]: HIYYA!! tequilla? reminds me of aquila,(maple world) HAHAS. at least your crap DOES make sense, while mine usually don't >< oh great, you and ros could come over for lunch again!! heh. forgive me for the mess.. -.- luvya too!

err. ya thats it.
`e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-10-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

It's hard to believe, that I can deem everything as 'fun'. I mean, the things that are within the categories, examinations, studying, exercising and just figuring stuff out. History, to E=MC^2 proves not as an unenjoyable experience to go through, but a 'fun' and yet meaningful one. Rejoice, rejoice and rejoice for you have the Lord. Humans were not made to live life in martyrdom either. Thus live the best life you can live. Have 'fun'. =)

I'm amazed by myself once again. From the little time I need to recover from the last fall, to how easy it is, for me to forget, the things I want to. How forgiving I am, to the extent that I forgive, and forget, instantly. I'm not trying to boast, but simply stating the perceptions of me from a by-stander's point of view. I was torn, many many times, but no one knew, I never showed. I was known as the whacky late homework girl. Not that it is a good thing. My tolerance, is infinite, or almost there.

I'm cut short again, cya,
'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-10-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

I stare blankly at my open hands, the very hands that had failed me.
I stare blankly into the mirror, the very person I see in it, has failed me.
If only I hadn't made that big mistake, if only I had though over. If only I had been more emotional, if only...

There's no use anymore, now I need the courage to face the repercussions of my actions. I'm proved to be a failure, once again, in of all things but my first language. I have come to realise the beauty and grace in these letters, spun into a lovely tale, a touching story. How I had unknowingly loved the language of which I call my very own. Language, a means of communication, a neccessity of life. It's seemingly flawless, with not even a tiny crack or scratch in it... (to be continued)

So here I stand, as a victim of competition, and the viciousness of the teachers. I will but proclaim death no longer. Be positive, confident. These words have no effect on me anymore, but my conscious does. Shadowing me with every move, I fear it sometimes, I often even fear myself. No more about fear that I should ramble about. Another day I guess? I'm such a procrastinator. -.-

Wish me luck for tomorrow's exam! God will guide and lead the way, His light will shine.
'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-10-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

Luo says my post's are inspirational, her daily digests O.O So I have no choice but to post, no matter how un-inspirational it is. hahas. I'm tired..

History exam is now history! XD Well, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would have been. =)It was instead..fun! heh. Say I'm mad, wierd, whatever, but connie agrees with me!! =X Not much to crap today..just that I am afraid of the LA examination tomorrow. T.T Only praying for the best!

Val mentioned that she ALWAYS met Chiang in the photocopy shop. (other than class lar) Dotz, aiya he's a nice teacher lar. Lets all be nice students *halo*

Slacking the whole afternoon, I did up some screenshots. But well, their no big deal. =X Now I'm getting a hang of photobucket, first time I've used it. I feel so backward O.O

Forum-ing was fun today! I was the eh..fugitive -.- runrunrun..then Byen and Owl were chasing me with their xBows. Kira after that, coz I betrayed him in the story when he got hit WAHAHA. fine lame. Everyone else was eating melting cheese -.- cept me. LOL

I think this sounds nice. Always be positive! =P

It's not because you're bad,
It's because the world it too good.
It's not becuase you're slow,
It's because the world is too fast.
It's not because you're dumb,
It's because the world is too advanced.

Luo~Nat

CYA,
`e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-09-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

he said, "I'm getting the tickets now...when can you go?"
"erm, end of November."
"ok, so we can go to NewZealand to visit your cousins..."
(once again.)
"'we'? X**E*, Mi****le?"
"ya"
"I've told you, nevermind. So nevermind, I won't go."
"ok." and hangs up the phone.
(slams phone onto the ground)

I'm taking it, I'm just taking in all this...
I don't blame him, I blame his insensitivity...

Now, as I sit here. I cry, my heart filled with guilt, anger, fear and frustration. But that shall be forgotten, for now I have met the nicest people in my world.

Luoning. She blamed it on herself, when it was to be blamed on me. She showed me the real world, and how cruel it had been on her. How she had fallen and stood up again how she let go..

ChewFei. She understood, and she cared, so much more then I deserve. She was always there, to listen, to comfort me. Through the darkness, she led me by the hand. She showed me, and taught me to differenciate between right and wrong..

Connie. She brought joy, laughter and madness into my life. She flew with me, high up into the sky, not wanting to go back, down to Earth. She challenged me, with her sacarsm, her wit and her humour. But of course, I was nothing compared to the master of it all..

Leona. She brought me down to Earth, back to reality. Her enthusiasm, zeal moved me, motivated me. She was ever so friendly, so optimistic, so lovely in her very own way. And she took me in, placing me back onto my tracks..

I appreciate, and sincerely thankyou, but I'm sorry, for the countless times I've let you down. Yet I am forgiven, time and time again, by my best of friends...

2006-09-28T20:35:00.000+08:00

Today's fine.
Putting up a false front, and trying not to face reality. 3 days left,I can only depend on luck. If my intuition is right, yes, I will get into triple scince. Then again, I will only skim by the borderline and barely reach the goal I've set out for.
Very soon, it will be all over. The start of a new year, another chance which I pray I wouldn't lose.

He said, "...we could go to..."
"'we' means?"
"oh, er X**E*, Mi****le, me and you."
*(To mention them would simply chafe my nerves)
"forget it then."
"why? you don't like them"

my tears were about to spill out any second..

"oh er, just forget it."
"ok , tell you where you can go alone..."

I guess he didn't mean it, but I was...hurt.

The day began with a chinese test(the composition section). Within two hours, we had to cook up a letter (either formal or informal) and a composition in which we had to choose from a list of 3 essay types. My essays were, hmm..screwed. lol. I had no idea what to write, too bad then, I still have to memorize compos anyway.

Recess, the 4 of us sitting at the back went to visit the library. We were told that by borrowing 10 books, that's school service O.O so we did =X I borrowed some 3.5 inches thick novel, and another 9 'normal' books you might call it. My holidays are really gonna be packed =X

History lesson. I tried, I tried. When it seemed I almost grasped it, it would so suddenly slip away. I can only tell myself, jiayou...

Science lesson wasn't that tragic after all, I managed to score 22/25 for the physics MCQ practice. Mrs Wong praised me for the first time,"good!" that definitely would be a light hearted moment to remember.

After school, a few of us went to do IT. Fortunately I recalled the steps to burn a DVD =)TLL, sigh. I feel terribly guilty, though it wasn't my fault. If only we had been more sensitive, more understanding. Sigh.

Luoning does get suprisingly poetic when she's in her emotional state.

Clouds have silver linings,
Do they?
There always is a chance,
Is there?
Everything has to leave,
No right?

The world is dark,
topsy-turvy.
I wish time would stop,
memories over flowing.
Slowly seeping away,
until everything is,
forgotten.

Forget my troubles, my woes. Much much easier said than done.
Goodbye.

'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-09-27T15:34:00.000+08:00

Partir..Au Revoir

je pleure, pas parce que j'ai de nouveaux amis,
parce que je crains de vieux amis seront oubliés.
je pleure pas parce que je suis triste,
mais parce que je suis navré.
je pleure pas à ce monde cruel,
mais à la cruauté du destin.
je pleure pas parce que je ne veux pas partir,
son juste que je nous ai souhaité à gauche plus tôt.
je pleure aucun parce que je n'ai pas des amis,
son juste qu'ils ne me laisseront pas maintenant.
il brise mon coeur,
mais je n'ai rien à faire.
il n'y a RIEN que je peux faire,
donc je pleure.

Translated from a poem by Luo Ning

2006-09-26T15:44:00.000+08:00

Science, Geography and Math acomplished! But dread that theres still half of history, HMP, LA and chinese... Hmm, speed testing is fun! especially with Luo XD. 3 main topics and 8 subtopics in an half an hour! Guess we switch topics real fast =X Yesterday night was disastrous.. tackling chem. and guess who won? ME! LOL, but of course, they were only words in books. >.<

back to mugging! Cya!

'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-09-24T14:07:00.000+08:00

No limits, no boundaries
Your presence, all around me.
Stretch forth, break forth.
Release me, enlarge my territory.

Jesus
come

You said, if we will build it, You will come.
You said, if we will seek your face, you'll be found.
So we build unto You, a palace of praise, a throne room of worship for You.
In this place we choose to honour Your name, in everything we say and do.
Let Your glory fill this room.

Jesus come, Jesus come, come we are desperate for you.
Jesus come, Jesus come, come and fill this room.

The invisible limits, are there no more.
Moving on, the long winding road to success.
Without You, those lids of trauma, fear would not have been lifted.
Glory unto You oh Lord!

2006-09-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

Today. Hmm, yepp HMP at 7.30 in the morning. T.T A miserable number of 8 people came. It's suprising how it could last a full 2 hours though everyone only played for about 5-10 minutes on the piano. Well Mr Lim did talk a fair bit.. After HMP, me, chew, peisan, ziyan and suyun stayed back to prac. We ended up sight reading whatever pieces that seemed familiar.. hahas. oh ya chew taught us a new song! some really cute one that used an interesting playing technique =P

Ballet. Not really that fun anw. Next week I shan't go then. must study! After ballet, I met yinghong at Famous Amos to pass her the HMP notes. SHE'S TOO NICE!! for lending me the entire 10 year series for bio! gosh! thanks loads yinghong! She FINISHED studying bio.. and i'm stuck at ecology -.- *nat needs to buck up! ALOT*

Hmm..maybe I should wake up at 5 to start mugging.. and playing the piano. (with headphones on of course!) I'm considerate =X

Some random stuff.. TODAY IN HISTORY* from MSNBC

Ten years ago: Space shuttle Atlantis left Russia’s orbiting Mir station with astronaut Shannon Lucid, who ended her six-month visit with tender goodbyes to her Russian colleagues. Ross Perot sued the bipartisan commission that voted to keep him out of the presidential debates, arguing that excluding him would deepen public cynicism and cause his campaign “incalculable damage.”

Five years ago: President Bush returned the American flag to full staff at Camp David, symbolically ending a period of national mourning. Thousands gathered at New York’s Yankee Stadium to offer prayers for the victims of terrorism; Mayor Rudolph Giuliani pledged that “our skyline will rise again.” Thirteen coal miners were killed in an explosion at the Blue Creek Mine in Brookwood, Ala.

One year ago: Hurricane Rita, down to Category 3, steamed toward refinery towns along the Texas-Louisiana coast, creating havoc even before it arrived: Levee breaks caused new flooding in New Orleans, and 23 people were killed when a bus carrying nursing-home evacuees caught fire in Texas. Embattled FDA Commissioner Lester Crawford abruptly resigned. Puerto Rican nationalist Filiberto Ojeda Rios, wanted in a 1983 robbery of a Connecticut armored truck, died during a gunbattle with FBI agents.

Thought for Today:“I saw old Autumn in the misty morn

Stand shadowless like silence, listening

To silence.”

—Thomas Hood, English author (1799-1845).

© 2006 The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed.

basically my randomness makes me, NAT!

CYA
'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-09-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

YAY! Fortunately it only lasted 5 days. She's back!

I can't believe I managed to motivate myself to study EVERYTHING all over again..in 9 days! I'm high now..wayy off the top. Connie officially became my madness councilor.. XD and.. I FOUND LEONA'S BLOG WHEE~~ fine..I cheated.. heehee.

Hmm..school wasn't that mad today.. oh wait. ya DRAMA. how could I forget?! It was FUN!! Heh. Let's highlight the main factors contributing to the fun..
1. FIRST FULL-DRESS REHERSAL. really!! for once EVERYONE was there!
2. HIGH HEELS...wakaka even STEPH was in them. Peisan too.. and me lar.. -.- it was..slipping off..so i stuffed tissue at the back XD.
3. NO SCRIPT.. though some smuggled it on stage as props..LOL. not me kae!
4. thus... WE MADE LINES UP. it was hilarious.. XD
5. LAST SCENE. I was supposed to be dying..well then chew forgot to inject me with the antidote..Till Mdm Ohelers(isit spelt like that?) told her, LOL. I nearly died laughing too.
6. the part where the MUSIC came in.. LOL. and AGAIN. I messed up the lines..so improvise lor.. then we ended up LAUGHING. right..fortunately it was only the runthrough.
7. MEL...and our usual madness manning the lights XD she was like.. "its great to be manning the lights, coz the you only need to press the switches while u see everyone else scrambling all over the place in the darkness" HAHA.
8. The kiss in the last scene was censored! WHEE!! ya lar..was too fake.. LOL. and never cover up well enough.. so what now..another intimate action? sounds VERY scary...
9. KEXIN AND QIANWEN are too blurr LOL. HAHA. I mean like we were signialing across the stage for the props to be brought upstage..but then when the lights went off..they just SAT DOWN THERE BLURBLUR. I was irritated FOR A MOMENT. then I figured it was TOO HILARIOUS to be true..LOL.
10. CIRCLE TIME. feelings..: qian said "oh er, we should minimize hand signalling ACROSS the stage" LOL.. we cant call mah..then they also so blurr one.. XD
11. NURSE.. wearing RV uniform..LOL. huang lao shi was like..(in chi lar)"hmm, are you the new exchange student here?" LOL. ya but I know con is still real mad with her..=X
12. the play..is to be EXAGERRATED TOTALLY. as mentioned by Mdm Ohelers(should be spelt like that bah)"its gonna be FUN, just be NAUGHTY with it! Thats drama.. in this case of ours" whee~~
(I missed this point out, so I shall add it..now. HAHAS. thanks so peisan mentioning about it in her blog)
13.WALKIE TALKIE!! heh.. goujun got hold of my calculator and stuck a pen into the slightest gap she could find.. it really DID look reasonably ok to be brought on stage as a walkie talkie =X

IT DOESN'T END THERE! heehee.. just that my time's up. oops. Must time fly? sigh.. I'm still high..XD.

GEOG LESSON.. the usual lameness.. hahas. ITS THE LAST GEOG LESSON BEFORE THE EOY's..*faints*

CHINESE LESSON.. suprisingly touching. =P huang lao shi showed us a video on the life story of Lena Maria from Sweden. A handicap with out arms and a stumpted leg. But yet her faith in the Lord was so strong, she overcomed all the odds. "When God is for it, who can be against it?" (I forgot where that came from.lol) basic activites...from eating, writing, driving, cooking..doesn't prove to be a challenge to her. I so admire her for her...RESILIENCE. she has a tremendous amount of that!

ok..I'm finally drained of all energy... nitez!

bleahx HMP tmrw.. CYA.

love,
'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-09-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

I am frantic, at this point of time. There's only one way communication can occur. Nothing related to anything it should. Now my language doesn't even make sense. There is a difference, between how it started and how it is now. Supposing a need to make an eye connection, a constant eye connection. Look over the shoulder, and act as if there was something in between. I thought..I thought again. I'm screwed tommorow. Please, forgive me. Not with a cold shoulder, but otherwise.

.switch.

Connat. A new obssession? I guess not. We made a post examination activities list *+val and luo. The list is..overflowing, from Con's wanting to travel round Singapore to CVN's wanting to learn percussion. It's gonna be a really exceptionally enthraling holiday.. as we fascinate ourselves with unbelievablly amusing activities.

I hope Jan's alright. I lamented about the video-grapher again and told them(val+jan) of my troubles. She mentioned me being a nutritionist.. O.O No wonder GJ came up to ask me for slimming tips =X Her size is pretty amazing isn't it.. maybe you din't know, but she eats really little, guess it's her metabolism rate. That I can't help, no matter how much I try.

HMP. Right, I was sitting with val at the back, and it so happened I got the very interesting table with no makeshift 'pigeon hole' so you could chuck things under the table. As I was unknowingly putting my jacket or so trying to put it under the table, I obviously couldn't. It was hilarious.. I shan't explain. Then again, the other time when LaiWeng 'threw'(as described by Annabelle) her books under the table(without the 'underneath') the books just went 'BAM' on the ground and gave her such a fright. Fortunately I didn't see it, if not I wouldn't stop laughing.. XD

It's hard to believe Connie can get out of her mind isn't it?
Frankly speaking..I think she is already. XD 'chu qi ban'? congratz con, you're officially mad. =X Well doesn't mean I'm not. I'm just one with a blend of uncomprehensable emotions. Just remember, hate, is not amongst them.

TLL. Can get so exasperating, till you just give up. Come on, you mean shaking hands for a slightly extended period of time is called lass? Its also unbearibly unbelievable how Eugenie can just laugh non-stop with her hysterical laughter just because of that lass thing. But precisely it wasn't even one. Judith..I think she gave up too.

Home. Did maths revision paper, I think it's the one from NanQiao. I don't mean any offence, but I do think it's well...easy. 'Unforgettable' and 'Desperado' are truely beautiful songs, the singers, Hady and Jonathon relatively good too. I still need to find the music for the video.. *yawns* any suggestions? Chased to bed, as always. Nitez.

'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-09-20T19:57:00.000+08:00

Am I forgiven? I'm fearful to know the answer. No matter how hard I tried, those glances I gave her seemed to reflect back to me, peircing my conscious. No matter how much more guilt and remorse my own actions make me feel, doesn't help. I feel helpless, literally. The world's just going on and on and on.. and I can't catch up.

All I ask, is that you allow me to see you eye to eye, a smile, a gesture, of reassurance.

By fate we were acquainted, it would have been great.
Beacause of those words stated, its now just too late.

Yet maybe in your time, it might not be too late. So tell me will you? Tell me just what I should do, to salvage those lost fragments, seal those gaps in our relationship. Because I can't bear, I can never bear to see you walking out just like that.

This is basically what I pressume the situation is. I pray she'd tell me I'm wrong. I'm only imagining. Just that. I'd still love her, my friend, through it all.

'e ObLiT3RaToR

2006-09-16T09:05:00.000+08:00

I SURVIVED....24 days so far..wow..24 days.. i cant believe it..lol.

alright.. high. yes. too high. this afternoon was a GREAT. its between the
-NatingCorna* TM. XD i was thinking of alternatives rather than only that..hmm.
i shall begin with the recent poem craze, sparked off by a forum topic in the ohana forums. you can say its literatly crazy.. but i'm so glad RM likes them =).

last wednesday wasn't really that enjoyable a day..so i wrote this:

I’m not crying because she scolded me,
I’m crying because she found fault in me.
I’m not crying because she blamed me,
I’m crying because she lost faith in me.
I’m not crying because she treated me this way,
I’m crying because of the way she used to treat me.
I’m not crying because she exist,
I’m crying because I exist.

…and thus I cried.

another addition to the Kinderscenen Series. XIII- I Cried
so carrying on..

thursday, hmm. oh yes TLL vocab test. 6/10.. YJ pro-er..1/10 actually.. i was sharing answers with judith too..LOL. heehee, cheat. there were others, worst still. Open Discussion -.- the whole lesson was pretty hilarious. and as usual you'd hear melinda say, "can we play game! please!!" dotz..well out of 13 only 3 handed their hw, so 'game' was out of the question long ago..

friday(today), formation of -NatingCorna* and |YiNat| XD hmm.. PCCG, ms koh was talking about resilience. and luo claims my story is a very touching case of resilience.. O.O too bad ms koh breezed past me and i din't need to say. but really, i dont think anyone could tell if i didn't say. science was a disaster.. Kwh and wad Watts..arhhh i cant calculate!! sheesh i'm so dead. time to go. cya.

'e ObLiT3RaTor~

2006-08-19T13:15:00.000+08:00

start of the frantic period... jiayou people!! 40 days left... or 41 for that matter. ok i'm beginning to panic now.. *flips page* QUADRATICS & THEIR APPLICATIONS *faints* time to seriously concentrate. if not.. byebye trip sci T.T studystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudy. relating to Ms Koh's story, miracles can happen, but you don't sit around and wait for them, you take action. *drills that in* thankfully Luoning was so nice to cough up a whole study schedule during 15 mins of chinese class =). if not i would have gotten lost long ago. -.- the list is..HUGE! gosh, 6 days for each subject, 7 subjects.. we can do it!! (refering to me and connie, and whoever needs that form of encouragement) =P

i really think connie and gang (leona, luoning) are really cute, they go to the extent of calculating seating arrangements to position everyone so that they wouldn't be sitting with the same person and at the same position.. hahas. yea, i joined in too xD and we've been photocopying sets and sets of past year papers. whee~ hope we can finish them in time.

新加坡人快乐不快乐? (the chinese characters don't want to appear the way i want them to. dotz. the topic is 'are singaporeans happy?') next newspaper article writting topic. nin was sharing about the difference between singaporeans and australians, though connie was kinda violently objecting? well, if u look around, in singapore buses, streets, MRTs, anywhere, it seems like theres no one who looks happy. happy, doesn't mean u have to have this wide, teeth glistening grin. it's in the eyes. the sort of tinkle* and shine in the eye. and neither isit pulling a long face, its like a little smile at the corner of the lips, and the lightness in foot and the way on carries him/her-self. though con thinks that people smiling on the bus look very retard.. i agree with nin. singaporeans are not happy, or at least they dont look happy. sad fact *sighs* but in contrast, Americans always seem so happy. *but seeming, might not mean being.* but then again, there are people with extreme sadness, and people with extreme hapiness, so i guess singaporeans are like in between.

are some of the reasons that they are not happy because they have not enough confidence? the definition of confidence in singapore and australia/america differs..quite abit. for example: in singapore

A: how do you think you'll score for the test?
B: hmm, pretty well.
A: *thinks that B is very arrogant*

while in australia:

A: how do you think you'll score for the test?
B: hmm, pretty well.
A: great! good for you!
B: Thanks!

see the difference, in singapore, what is percieved as confidence in australia would be arrogance. i'll conclude this as a social problem that has been previalent in singapore since it came to be, maybe it could be the traditional chinese thinking? maybe.. well i'll end now, better continue mugging =X
till then, cya!

'e ObLiTeRaToR~

2006-08-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

Luo requested that I update the post..so I shall =D

Gosh, its been kinda long since i last updated.

well i'll just do a quiz then, from ros's blog..

001: Real Name - Natalie Phoon
002. Nickname - Nat
003. Single or taken - Single
004. Zodiac Sign - Capricorn
005. Male or Female - Female
006. Elementary School - NYPS
007. Ipod - shuffle.
008. How many buddies on your list - about 154..
009. friendster name - natty
010. Hair Color - dark brown
012. Hair Long or Short - Long
014. Eye Color - Brown
015. Are you health freak - I don't really know..though i take loads of pills
016. Height - 157 T.T
017. Do you have a crush on someone - nope not now.
018. Do you like yourself - of course?
019. Braces? - going to.
020. Think you're awesome? - not the best.
021. Piercings - ears
022. Tattoo - nah.

Your 'Firsts'
024. Surgery - none..
025. First piercing - Ears.
026. First best friend - LiTing!
027. First Award - some time in pri school..?
028. First Sport You Joined - swimming?
029. First pet - rabbits..and more rabbits.
030. First vacation - i think it was London..
031. First Concert - some ballet concert.
032. First love - not yet.

Favorites
033. Favorite movie - theres more than one
034. Favorite tv show - i don't watch tv!
035. Color - turquoise
036. Music - i still prefer the classics..
039. Drink - carbonated water =P
040. Body part not on the face - hmm?
041. Cartoon - mickey mouse..?
042. Favorite piece of clothing - i cant exactly describe it right..
043. Brand Of Clothing - i don't really mind the brand, its the quality that counts.
044. What do you sleep with - loads of pillows..
045. Favorite School - NYPS!
046. Favorite Animal(s) - rabbits!!
047. Favorite Book - hmm..eragon?
048. Favorite Magazine - i..dont really bother to read.

currently
049. Eating - no
050. I'm drinking - milk
052. I'm about to - fall asleep
053. Listening to - the irritating fan sound..
055. Waiting For - my mind to function properly so i can do my overdue theory T.T
056. Watching - goong
057. Wearing - pyjamas

Your Future
058. Want Kids - i'm still considering...
059. Want to Get Married - ye..i guess
060. Careers in Mind - Veteranian, Pediatrician or private banker.

Which is better with the Opposite Gender
068. Lips or Eyes - eyes
069. Hugs or Kisses - kisses
070. Shorter or Taller - taller
072. Romantic or Spontaneous - romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms - arms
074. Sensitive or Loud - in between? switches at appropriate times..
075. Hook-up or Relationship - relationship..?
076. Sweet or Caring - caring
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant - trouble maker =P

Have you ever
078. Kissed a Stranger - the other way round.. so it means no.
079. Drank bubbles - whats that?
080. Lost glasses/contacts - ya..lost my contacts, was washed into the sink -.-
081. Ran Away From Home - nah
082. Broken a bone - eh..i dont think so.
083. Got an X-ray - ya..lungs
084. Broken Someone's Heart - i'm sorry if i did..
086. Turned Someone Down - lol ye..
087. Cried When Someone Died - well ya. it doesn't harm to let your feelings out..
088. Cried at school - yep. but the reason wasn't related to ANYTHING about school =X

Do You Believe In
089. God - ye
090. Miracles - ye
091. Love at first sight - ye..but i doubt at times.
093. Aliens - o.O sounds interesting.
094. Magic - ye
095. Heaven - yepp
096. Santa Claus - nah. i gave up waiting
097. Sex on the first date - er..no?
098. Kissing on the First Date - maybe?
099. Angels - ye

Answer Truthfully
100. Is There someone You Want To be with right now? - ye.

that was 100 questions.?? seems faster than usual lol.

ObLiTeRaTor~

2006-07-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

Things have been going on... as they always do. Well let's not delve into depressing stuff. I am beggining to feel a sugar-rush... I CANT WAIT! firstly, an obsession over HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL. lyrics for:

"We're All in this Together"

Chant:
Together, together,
together everyone.
Together, together,
c'mon let's have some fun.
Together, we're there for,
each other everytime.
Together, together,
c'mon let's do this right.

Troy:
Here and now,
It's time for celebration.
I finally figured out,
that all our dreams,
have no limitations,
that's what it's all about.

Gabriella:
Everyone is special,
in their own way.
We make each other strong,
we're not the same,
we're different in a good way,
together's where we belong.

Chorus:
We're all in this together,
once we know, that we are,
we're all stars, and we see that,
we're all in this together,
and it shows, when we stand,
hand in hand make our dreams come true.

Chant:
Together, together,
together everyone.
Together, together,
c'mon let's have some fun.
Together, we're there for,
each other everytime.
Together, together,
c'mon let's do this right.

Ryan:
We're all around,
and speaking out in one voice,
we're gonna rock the house.
(rock the house)
The party's on,
now everybody make some noise,
c'mon, scream and shout.

Sharpay:
We've arrived,
because we stuck together.
Champions one and all.

Chorus:
We're all in this together,
once we know, that we are,
we're all stars, and we see that,
we're all in this together,
and it shows, when we stand,
hand in hand make our dreams come true.

We're all in this together,
when we reach, we can fly,
know inside, we can make it.
We're all in this together,
once we see,
there's a chance, that we have,
and we take it.

Chant:
Wild cats, sing along,
yeah, you really got it goin' on.
Wild's cats, in the house,
everybody say it now.

Wild cats everywhere,
wave you hand up into the air.
That's the way to do it,
let's get to it,
time to show the world.

Chorus:
We're all in this together,
once we know, that we are,
we're all stars, and we see that,
we're all in this together,
and it shows, when we stand,
hand in hand make our dreams come true.

We're all in this together,
when we reach, we can fly,
know inside, we can make it.
We're all in this together,
once we see,
there's a chance, that we have,
and we take it.

Wild cats everywhere,
wave your hands up in the air.
That's the way to do it,
let's get to it,
c'mon everyone!

Now secondly, Pirates of the Carribean, Dead Man's Chest is opening on 13 July! woohoo! For a sudden few seconds...i felt excited about school...very queer.. well nevermind, and now i'm starting to dread about the test on wednesday..and the tests next week..sigh. PLAY HARD, WORK HARD! now thats the spirit! soccer...GO FRANCE!! too bad England out ler..sobs** at last, the typing finally drained my hyperness...and i shall go sleep, though its early... nitez!!

'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-06-10T19:02:00.000+08:00

enough quizzes for me... lol. the day before, ytd, today. *crystal scales bleeding glittering tears. sigh.. what is wrong with me? why the hell am i this way??? zzz, sometimes i so hate myself, for being me. i keep making mistakes over and over and over again. ppl do make mistakes, but i cant be forgiven, i've made too many, far too many, over and over again. why, do i always forget? always so lethargic, and dead. why? what made me like this? i don't even know. i suck in everything, as my mom says...its not cause i don't want to, its coz i dont have enough motivation. i'm put down all the time, over and over again. help me. no one can, only i can help myself.. tried, i reslly did. but i'll try again, with a whole lot more determination and energy this time. i need to...save myself from this wilderness journey i'm lost in. to find myself, to achieve what i want and what i need to. i want to, start over. its just i've hardly been given enough time, let alone the chance to. things just come shooting back, and i'm being thrown back again, into the dark. if only i could..have a family whole, if only i had been stronger, and not so supceptable to things happening around me. if only i had a heart of stone when i want to, no feelings, no emotions, nothing would move me. my dreams are closed to being shattered, while my mom is closed to hating me. i seem to fear life now, but i have to face it, the truth, the problem, me. if only i could...start life altogether again.. its impossible, we all know.

God, save me,take me away.

'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-06-10T18:44:00.000+08:00

Mark your confessions:
[x] I'm afraid of silence. *depends, sometimes i'm the silencer
[ ] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.
[x] I am really ticklish. *i could control..
[x] I'm afraid of the dark.
[x] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night. *also depends on the door..
[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open *i need it open -.-
[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is closed
[ ] I am afraid of gay or lesbian people.
[x] I believe in true love.
[ ] I've run away from home
[ ] I listen to political music
[ ] I collect comic books
[ ] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[ ] I've stayed out all night. * i need my beauty sleep.. zzz
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I love Disney movies.
[x] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I am a sucker for brown eyes.
[x] I am a sucker for blue eyes
[ ] I dont kill bugs
[x] I curse.
[ ] I have an "x" in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped and fell in public.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
[x] I love Spam...
[ ] I bake well
[x] I have worn pajamas to class. *wad? that was for the drama wad..
[ ] I have owned something from Abercrombie. ..??
[ ] I want a better job.
[ ] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours.
[ ] I love Dr. Phil. *who ??
[ ] I like multiple people
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious. * i doubt so sometimes.
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I have a lot of scars.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I love chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[ ] Gotten lost in the city. * all i need is a map =P
[ ] Thought of suicide before.
[x] Seen a shooting star.
[ ] Had a menage a trois.*??
[x] Gone out in public in my pajamas
[x] Have kissed someone really strange....* was it the other way??..
[x] Hugged a stranger. *the stranger hugged me!! so do i have a choice?
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a diff. sex.
[x] Been in a fist fight *hehheh..
[ ] Been arrested.
[ ] Laughed and had some type of beverage comeout of my nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at Liberace.
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stitches *u mean those when u get a cut..? nope.
[x] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed into a car...
[x] been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] shoplifted
[ ] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.
[x] been to New York
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Have a list of people you want to kill.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[x] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a Plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] Thrown up in a bar or club
[x] Eaten sushi.
[x] Been snowboarding.
[x] care for someone sooo much
[ ] taken a picture just for the sole purpose ofputting it on myspace/friendster..
[x] Been ice skating
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyesclosed.
[x] been at a party and instead of giving out your phone number you give them your myspace name and say look me up
[x] liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.
[x] Thought of someone a lot lately.
[x] Hate the world. * and love the world too.
[x] Love someone who doesnt realize it
[ ] have your cell phone permanently attached to your hand/hip
[x] cried over a guy/girl you didnt even go out with. *it was.. a girl.

done? phew its over at last..lol.

2006-06-09T00:22:00.001+08:00

ok this is so damn lame, mac cant copy and paste -.-. so nvrm..well i just got a mail from the SPCA. those poor animals, 1000s of them being abandoned and ,many put down each year. imagine, if you were one of them, how would you feel? heartbroken? depressed? left out? sigh. thats the case of the world, the evil world we live in. not many care for animals, let alone care to help them. what else can i say? you know the rest. be responsible. its the basics. love animals, as friends, as family, sometimes animals are better than human beings themselves..they have hearts too, minds of their own. souls that are not to be forsaken and neglected.

-another obsession...SING.

gtg, cya nitez.

'e ObLIT3RaToR~

2006-06-09T00:22:00.000+08:00

2006-06-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

Have you...
[x] skipped class?
[x] hugged someone in school?
[ ] gotten detention?
[x] cried in school?
[x] made new friends?
Total: 4

[x] got dropped off at school?
[x] heard a rumour about yourself?
[ ] gone to school under the influence?
[x] had something illegal in school?
[x] missed school when you weren't sick?
Total: 4

[x] failed a test?
[x] failed a class?
[x] made up an excuse for homework not being done?
[x] the teacher believed your lame excuse?
[ ] crushed on a teacher?
Total: 4

[ ] hit on a teacher?
[x] hated a teacher?
[x] involved with a sport?
[ ] on student council?
[x] in a club?
Total: 3

[ ] got a scholarship?
[x] got an award?
[x] fallen asleep in school?
[x] gotten in trouble for falling asleep in class?
[x] had your phone go off in class?
Total: 4

[ ] had your phone taken away?
[x] lied to a teacher?
[x] laughed so hard you cried in class?
[ ] ate lunch in the bathroom?
[x] missed a week of school or more at once?
Total: 3

Do you/Did you/Will you?...
[x] enjoy school?
[x] excited for summer?
[ ] taking summer school?
[ ] had a summer job?
[x] going somewhere?
Total: 3

Now add it all together and multiply by 2.
Title "My School Year is __% exciting!"
24*2 = 48%
My School Year is 48% exciting. seems to disintrest me...

2006-06-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

**ripped stuff =P>

whats your name spelt backwards?
eilatan
What did you do last night?
stayed at home.. mapling

The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
er..some music.

Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
no..

Last time you swam in a pool?
last month i guess..

What are you wearing?
pyjamas

How many cars have you owned?
u mean real ur toy cars..? xD

Type of music you dislike most?
devilish, hard rock, metal music.

Are you registered to vote?
nop.

Do you have cable?
yepps

What kind of computer do you use?
Compact, HP laptop.

Ever made a prank phone call?
yea.. hahas

You like anyone right now?
maybe..

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
it wouldn't hard would it?

Furthest place you ever traveled?
LA

What's your favorite comic strip?
i dont really read comics.. but i think garfield is cute. xD

Shower, morning or night?
morning

Best movie you've seen in the past month?
Over the Hedge was cute..=P

Favorite pizza toppings?
cheese!!! peperroni too!

Chips or popcorn?
chips..

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
those for little kids.. when i was really young.lol

Orange Juice or apple?
apple

Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
my mom.

favorite chocolate bar?
with alcohol filling xD.

Who is your longest friend and how long?
Li Ting.. bout 9 years?

Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
eh.. last last yr? in perth...

Sprite or 7-UP?
sprite xD

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
er.. durr?

Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding truelove?
can i have both..xD

Do you believe in love at first sight?
yea.. sometimes.

Did you have long hair as a young kid?
yepp

Whats the name of your pet?
hmm..bobby, happie, fanny, chobby..... the list goes on, cant rmb..

What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?
just some normal one..with books lor, and my dance shoes. xD.

Who do you think about most?
depends...

ripp//

2006-05-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

okayokay..updating lol. so yes the other part..success. just remember without trying and failing, its hard to get to success. Its not only about the results, its the learning proccess. Mistakes we all make, its part of the proccess, an important part. but to achieve success, you need determination, perseverance, strength, passion. do not be put back by set backs, never give up. defy boundaries, exert your innermost strength. fear not, God will be there for you, seek him in times on need, and you will find. But one too needs a passion, a drive, a pushing force. sometimes from role models, or simply inspiration, from family and friends. you need to know what you want, what you don't want. k i'd come back another day...tmrw? gahh no time. see lar. k. bye

'e ObLiT3RaToR

2006-05-21T14:58:00.000+08:00

secrets to success. Success, is the achievement of something that you have been trying to do. Setting a goal, and completing the task. and success is God given. typically it means fufilling life's goals and missions in God's wils, the blessings of God in one's life, to be. if success is the blessings of God that comes upon our lives, then million dollar question is, how to achieve success? Success come when we have power, the power to BE. Everyone wants success, it defines a person, who they are, where they stand in the world. Status, wealth, health, favour. to have godly success, you need to have a godly perspective, a vision, prophetic revelation. Vision is also defined as a dream, and if there is a dream there would be hope, the first steps to success. if there is no vision, prophetic revelation or dream, one will perish, living life recklessly without hope and there would be no success.

God has destined us to be a successer, the head, not the tail. once we are born, we experience success by the Lord. the world only listens to successful people, not losers. we need to be blessed by the Lord, the Holy Spirit, to have a vision, to be successful. so the first point to be successful, is to have a pophetic revelation, a vision that is given by God.

Thats not all. to have godly success, one needs to to have a heavenly perspective. based on opinions, and believes. vision is like a picture, but perpective is like the lens. A divine perspective that will give us a focus and a sense of positivism so that we can be positive. Perspective affects how we see the society, how we believe ourselves which affects how we act, how we think. having a heavenly perpective would then re-orientates our actions and behavior. it takes the focus of our circumstance to where we should go and where we should be.

get God's assessement of our lives, not the world's assessement. the world's assessment of our lives will always put us down, reject us and make us feel as if we are not successful. but God's assessment is different, it is the way to success. so the second point is to have a heavenly perpective, to be successful. sieze the oppurtunity, and become success. the last point is to pray the right way. pray a God-enableing prayer, a prayer that would enable God to work in your life so you can achieve success.

~Seek the Lord and you would find success~

'e ObLiT3RaToR

2006-05-19T17:47:00.000+08:00

skipped cca today... the wound on my toe doesnt seem to be healing. i don't know why. maybe i need more medicine.. gahh, dunno whats wrong.

well anw,school..wasn't really as enjoyable as i thought it would have been today.. people simply don't realise what is going on around them. their insensitive, childish and crappy. time and time again the ugly side of them were revealed to me, but i still accepted them, cared, and helped them. what do i get back? nothing. but everytime i try to isolate myself, i cant, i simply go back to them. i just.. have to soft a heart... and what else, now a total freak is sticking around with them. i don't understand why. they say they hate her, but what do i see? aren't what they told me total lies? do they think i'm a fool?? well heck, now they've got other friends isn't it. like i care. there is seriously no point and purpose for me to bother. but theres this thing in me.. drawing me back to them. sigh.. i'm surrounded with hypocrytes, i can't find a.. a real friend. maybe i have but it then again were not to far from each other. but.. do i even need friends at all? just acquantances, not friends..won't that be enough? it won't make any difference to them anyway. even thought i've made up my mind, i know i would revert back again. oh well.. i'll see.

sabbaticals starting next week.. environmental science. their not in the same course as me. i know that freak is gonna do something... psycho them into hating me. for unknown reasons. isit jealousy or what? it doesnt mean that if i
m not allowed to like go out myself.. i'm pampered and overprotected. its just what they think, or at least i suppose they think so. i simply think that theres no use of doing certain stuff cause its a total waste of time. plus..i'm pampered? oh please..they just don't know the background stuff.. its all hidden under the mask i wear. not meant to be reveiled. heck.

acting is simply the best solution. just act. okie then. bye

'e ObLiT3RaToR-

2006-05-16T20:28:00.000+08:00

mann..the questions never end.. too bad i hurt my toe..missed napfa today.. at least i have the WHOLE june to train now!! =P so hmm..my flamming list is growing. icy thinks i've got some escapism.. wadeverr.

cca was lame..just slacked the whole time while chattin with sarah.. who seems to be SO like me..only thing shes a gepper. shes smart, shes sweet too.. it was really great talkin to her. n guess wad, she wanted to go nushs too! just like me! but sadness..her mom made her turn it down..awww. such a pity. sigh...

we'll now i'm trying to rush a compo and a compre. both chinese..how nice.. T.T
hmp test was terrible too, i think i kinda left 5 blanks..all 1 mark. dotz.. oh
well. its over already, theres nothin i can do now rite..

okie then back to mugging and doing hw..lalala~ cya

'e ObLiTe3RaToR-

2006-05-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

i'm so confused now..i wanna transfer to nus high school in sec 3... but theres a constrain..chinese dance..of all timings..why must SYF be held in 2007??? i ask myself this. but come to think of it, if it werent in 2007, wont other ppl wish it would be? how could i have such selfish thinking!.. mannn.. i so hate this situation i'm in, its either i give up NYCD or give up NUSHS. its seems so simple, just give up dance...but dance, my is what i live for, is what drives me. sigh.. and it'll be such a waste if i give up nus. should i pursue my studies, science and maths in particular, or dance?? i've aspired to be a doctor, but will it come to pass if i choose dance? sigh. when the time comes i'll make my decision. for now i'll just lay these worries aside, and consult the Lord. I shall put my mind to ease and think it'll be alright, or at least i hope it would be. think theres still time...

tomorrows HMP test and NAPHA...i'll just die there lar. T.T music history.of all things..and we've only got 1 pathetic book. sigh.. i din even train for NAPHA.. i'll just barely pass the mark to get a gold. wadeverr. i dont care, and i dont even want to. mug abit more then go sleep ler. i've got too many worries, too many things going on inside me. just letgo... i can't! i don't know why..i just can't. my heart beats rapidly increases...n my lungs feel tight. i worry about my health, and alot of other stuff too...i shall just go pray and sleep now. under my breath i hope for the best, though i doubt. still.

'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-05-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

why must i be in such a situation..why?? money..is all he thinks of. hes a jerk, a freak a terrible person.goes round running ppl down. and hu does he think he is? to speak untrue of my dad. to curse, to accuse, to blame. oh forget it. now i have to struggle mentally...overcome this fear this anger. be cool, reserved.then there will be peace.then he blames me now..that i stole his money...why would i want to in the first place? its not as if i'm poor.oh and he thinks my dad is a suck up?? what is his problem??? he has something against me, he simply wants to get rid of me. it'll be hard...i'll just stand firm my ground. i'm in hes out. simple. i certainly am depressed..nothing can take away my emotional pain. once again i'll wear a mask, and hide all my sadness. no one can hear my hidden cries. no one will see the tears i shed. all they will see is one who is joyous, happy, and never subdued.

and btw..hes my sf.

i'll just dissapear into the darkness, and reappear with the light.

'e ObLiT3RaToR~

2006-04-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

yay!!! i got a mac..should i be rejoicing or complaining now..?? sheesh..mac is soso irritating lar..i cant get used to it..i cant even fix the msn messenger..oh well..thinkthink...i shall rejoice then.. as i did before..yay!! -.- lol. oh well.. todae qiann n val came over...ate at mac..and as usual val couldn't finish her coke. lol. ya so we wrote the article liao..not the whole thing but erm..80%!!oh well..gtg sleep ler..byebye

`e ObLiTeRaToR~

2006-04-18T11:08:00.000+08:00

Maths test!!! in like..15 MINUTES!! omgomgomg..stupid formulas..-.- xianxx..at least i still can rmb. i think i'm reverting back to my bookworm self..go everywhr with my preciousprecious bookies.. -O.O- lucky i'm not wearin glasses..i look retard in them..lalala..mel ripped ed's phone!! as usual..n guess wad..someone said teng2 ni4..0.O. hahas she cant deny anymore. oh well..btr go bek to class and prepare for maths test now..hope bah.. post again tmrw...
wish me luck * =)
bye!!

'e ObLiT3RaToR-

2006-04-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

Easter!! bunny rabbits! choc eggs!! is that what you think of when you here the word easter..? What is it's significance? Many christians like me would very well know it: it is the death of Christ and the Resurrection of Christ.
2000 years ago, Jesus was betrayed. Not by his enemies, but by his very own deciple, Judas. He was sold to the Romans, for 20 silver coins... 20 silver coins, is that worth Jeses' life? Obviously not. But Jesus knew. He knew he was to be betrayed. He knew he was to die, cruxified on the cross. But he died not with the knowledge of being betrayed, but he died because of the deep love he had for the people, he died for us, so we would be cleansed f our sins. Who would be so great to do such a noble thing, the Lord. And there he was on the cross, the lamb of the Lord. He did not hate the people who cruxified him, he loved them, he loved all, though all were sinners.
And the night after the Last Supper, was Jesus' must ardous journey to death.. after he was taken captive by the Romans he was beaten, again and again 49 times with a whip with pieces of sharps bones tied on it. Whip after whip, the flesh was torn, blood poured pain surged through Him but he did not faulter or surrender, for His love for us was so deep, he was ready to sacrifice his life for us. then a crown, not of precious jewels and gold, but of thorns. the crown of thorns was force fully placed on Jesus head. Blood trickled down. so did tears of many. and Jesus was then forced to carry the cross he was to be hung on all the way to the place where he was to be cruxified..(i forgot the name of the place..LOL). well yar.. three SEVEN INCH long nails...were driven into Jesus' hands, left, right, and his feet. and there he was. before he died.. he whispered to a deciple... "take care of my mother, Mary as your own mother..." and there and then he died at the break of dawn. People mourned and shrieked in for the injustice done..but he was dead already, time could not turn backwards.. Jesus' body was taken down from the cross, embalmed and but in a stone tomb with a large boulder at the entrance. there the people weeped... on the Third day of his death an angel appeared at the entrance of the tomb, and the stone was rolled away. the people went in to see.. but the body was no more there, the Lord resurrected. He appeared to the people and told them not to be afraid and that he was there. the scars in which the nails were driven into his hands and feet was evidence he was Jesus. Scars will always remain... well.. after he spoke, he rose up to Heaven and there he watched us from up there high above.
If Jesus, had not died for us. What would be of us? We would never be able to have eternal life in Heaven when we die. The Lord sacrificed his one and only son, Jesus for us, so we'd be forgiven. there was yet another story...
There was a railway contractor, he had a son. One day he decided to bring his son to work. so they went to the railway... the contractor was so caught up with his work he nearly forgot about his son.. then he heard a distant sound the chinging of engines.. the whistling of the whistle.. the ringing of train bells...the train is on its way, he smiled in delight. he glanced to the direction of the train... and to his dismay and horror, his son was there. his SON!! he shouted, screamed with all his might to get his son's attention to avoid the track. but his son could not hear anything cept the train's whistle. The man was frantic, desperate, he glanced at his control panel, and there was a big red emergency button, to divert the train onto another track. the man thought over...should i? should i? time was running out, beads of desperation trickled down..he lifted his finger of the button. his son was crushed under the train wheels. this was the price the man had to pay, so that the people on the train could get to their destination. just apply this to the real world. our destination would be Heaven. but to get to heaven we need to be cleansed and forgiven, so Jesus the Son of God was sacrificed for us, so we could get to our destination... a price so high, it is priceless..

Best Wishes and Happy Easter to all.
nitez

'e ObLiT3RaToR

2006-04-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

lalala~..oops got qw contageous lalala-ing..lol. so okies..cip is like..tomorrow and i havent even prepared anythin..tsktsk. doesnt seem to bother me..but something else does..LANG ARTS TEST IS ON WED!!omgomgomg..wahh gonna die ler lor..*sobs*nothin interesting..hmm..yepp nothin at all..at least i got to 50% today.. wahh drake is lvl 70 ler!! GOSH..a MAGE!! sigh.. 3rd job shall wait..maybe i'll chiong in June.. like every one else i suppose. better get back to mugging.. and Mel..can u QUICK!! seriously u read quite slowly u know...or maybe i read to fast.. oh wel wadeverrr. lend me Abhorsen on Thursday bah..=) Lirael is nice..too bad Sabriel never mentioned any more bout Touchstone being restored as King..oh well. byebye

2006-04-06T12:14:00.000+08:00

okok..blog's dead agian. FINE wadeverr. who cares. if...if. there are so many people changing all the time.. good to bad..bad to worst..seriously i couldn't care..o.O CHILING SAID 'SHIT' .. WOW...the whole class is celebrating mann..rmb..this day in history..12.25 pm..April 06..2006. chiling's great achievment..xD certain ppl will just be certain ppl anw. they hate u for no reason, and you're forced to hate too. sigh.. there isnt the term 'friend' in my class vocab, only 2, they know it, so do i. my heart is of sorrow, i wish i never woke up.. why is the world like that??.. i mean.. nvrm..see even my so called good friend is dao-ing me..wad a great friend heh.. juz let me slip away..

'e ObLit3RaToR

2006-03-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

okies..todae 209 n 206 went to botanical gardens this morning...nothing special really happened. well after doing wad i needed to i had a nice stroll wif edwyna!! =)) round evolution garden..areas round there..the breeze was so nice n refreshing. oh yar n we crept up on peisan n jan...lame larh. xD. din noe strings had so many scandals.. chi dance very clean der.. chen lao shi wont even approve havin bfs.. lol..hahas so funny larh. she crapped alot during cca todae.. for the new sec one juniors... oh yar..i adopted yangxi!! yay!! i got 2 mortals ler xD..btr write letter...later kena scolded..lol. yesh..its late..go sleep ler.. zzzz

2006-02-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

well..second post now...seems pathetic. but too bad i'm too busy. anw, bout how life is so far.. its fine, going well.. but theres sort of some stress now and then..including now. lol. science quizz tmrw!!..ms chng saes not to be so frightened...*shivers* it shouldn't kill i guess. hopeful for that..
lifeskills camp is comin next week...i dun really seem excited bout it though...good thing i no need to sleep wif the snails..eewww. but the idea of sleepin under the stars sounds interesting...but doesnt seem feasible..like 300+ ppl sleepin in the open. n the worse case scenario..RAIN..n everyones gonna scramble back to their homerooms. lol. but anw.. i'm a game master for amazin race =)) heehee.. its gonna be fun!. better not sae too much bout amazin race..later other sec2 classes see..*secret* between 209 n 206 xD. lookin forward to that!!
theres a whole load of stuff i could complain bout but i'll shant...not tonite. it'll do no good n some more make me more stressed..tsk.
bout wad now.. my bro.? ah.. that naughty little brat. the terrible 2... at this age i suppose kids are suppose to be REALLY.. pissable.. his cries are so... unbearably.. terrible xia. got locked in a room juz now for doing hes usual naughty stuff. wonder why his so 'guai' in skl..bully his family de..thats xtra naughty..lol.
btr prepare myself for the quiz...sleep!!! zzz

good luck to myself!..

~bye~

2006-01-27T18:06:00.000+08:00

finally..my blog has..'resurected' lol..hmm..6months ago...my last post. too busy wif other stuff. no time?!?! Lunar New Year is like coming in 2 daes n guess wad i got asthma! of all times..sigh. sooooooo sad!! i cant go back to nyps to see my tchrs! sigh. i think i'm beginning to have a sense of 'affection' for someone... juz a simple feeling nothing complexed..i'm juz confused. n having to see 'HER' everyweek serisously makes me sick...her daughter too they so so... fine i shall control myself. they are wrecking my life!!! depriving me of a precious person hu wifout there wont be me..if i could i'll.....*deep breaths..* lol. seeing them is a misery... no one can comprehend the torture i endure..but fret will i not..and they will regret one day..kk enuff of my miserable life..i do have pleasures too..my mom..=D
i wan go plae maple le....lol..next time